Sc- Shelbsmaye 🤍

When I was a kid..
I hid my heart under my bed cause my mother said "If your not careful someday someone's gonna break it" 

  Take it from me.. under the bed is not a good hiding spot. I know because I've been shot down so many times I get altitude sickness just from standing up myself.

   When I was a kid..
I could fill a bookshelf with every different way they would tell me how not to play. They'd say it's time to start putting childish things away. And I was like 

   "Fuck You!" This is Skeletor. But more and more they made me believe our hearts are like door-knocks and that's where we get the sound of the beat.

    And I'll never get to meet the man inside if I can't stand still long enough to be there I'll never make it anywhere if all I ever do is run away I'll never know myself is all I ever do is play Nikki Nikki Nine or is ask do I wanna be a man? 


  

  I remember this plan born outta frustration from a kid who kept calling me yogi then pointed to my tummy and said "To Many Picnic Baskets!" 

  Turns out it's not that hard to trick someone. And one day before class I said "Yeah you can copy my homework" and I gave him all the wrong answers that I'd written down the night before.

  He got his paper back expecting a near perfect score and he couldn't believe it when he looked across the room at me and held up a 0! I know I didn't have to hold up my paper of 28/30 but my satisfaction was complete when he looked at me puzzled and I thought to myself "Smarter then average bear motherfucka!" 


 

   If you can't see anything beautiful about yourself.
Get a Better mirror, Look a little closer, STARE a little longer. Because there's something inside you that made you kept trying despite everyone that told you to quit! You built a cast around your broken heart and signed it yourself and signed it "THEY WERE WRONG"