Shiba chiba

still struggling with my depression, self worth, stressing over the unnecessary and unneeded, I just wanna be free from all of this.
          
          The emptiness is killing me but alas, I cant get free
          The runaway place closed forever, and I am locked outside
          What am I and who am I, where will I be, what will I become
          It just no longer important
          Because the only thing is the emptiness that keep consuming me

Buat yang suka baca di bahasa Indonesia, aku punya curhatan baru di https://www.wattpad.com/story/278562029-surat-tak-terkirim-untuk-mamah
          
          Mungkin relatable buat yang kehilangan orang terdekat di saat covid, entahlah
          
          For the International friend, I'm back, still patching up, but im here now

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                         HELLO WATTPADIAN, VAMPRIXUSSA HERE
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          ▌│█║▌║▌║ I am back again! I know it's been a long time, but better late then never, eh?♥♥♥♥♥ ║▌║▌║█│▌
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          Laminate your notes so that the tears roll off them.
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          Unfuck yourself. Be who you were before the fuckening dimmed your shine.
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          Always check your receipt. Notice the fact that you never bought bullshit and never will.
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          Remember, Facts over feelings.
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          Sometimes, you have to prioritise being safe over being nice.
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          If you are not where you are in life, why are you chilling so much? Get your ass back to working.
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          Turn the wounds into wisdom.
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          Sincerely,
          Your Random Wattpadian,
          Vamprixussa
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Hey, sorry I uh... went poof. My granny gotten sick and then passed away a week ago and it was a very hard blow for me and my family. 
          
          Albeit she has flaws like everyone else in the world, she was as good as I described in my book. And I really missed her.
          
          Thanks for everyone who gave prayers, I still try to overcome it. 
          For the people in book club that I haven't got the time and mind to read it, I will read it after I feel a bit better. Especially to my group in @_Togetherasone_ @vamprixussa, @Spar_tan @DREAMTHEST0RY @matthewchimneysweeps @Scherezade1001 and @ab_io_la

I'm so sorry I haven't continue my story for a while, things are pretty hectic irl, plus I am not so lucky with my health ahaha.. I hope I will get a good mood and stuff to write again, so yeah

Love the new theme! It's beautiful!

Hi ❤❤❤

Chapter 44 is up hehe <3 payback time?

I post new chapters everyday if you wanna know
          idk why its so easy to be productive when you actually busy IRL 
          (yeah I know, I'm definitely procrastinating from something else)
          
          Chapter 41- 44 done if you haven't read it. Wait, you haven't read from chapter 4?
          Go ahead then..
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/268090480-dear-diary-i-think-i-made-another-mistake

Yo there is some awards gorl, wanna join? https://www.wattpad.com/story/270213463-utopic-awards-2021