shownu_s_teddybear

Sorry, I haven’t given up on this account but I am just not ready to publish anything yet, I still write though so I will publish them when I am ready
          Thanks for understanding ♥️

I am sorry guys this past few weeks are extremely hard for me...I don’t feel like I have any hope left in me and I just feel sad...watching or listening to Monsta X right now is an emotional roller coaster....I hope that things change for the better but I honestly don’t see that coming (any time soon) I love all the members with all my heart and this situation won’t change that, I want to take some time to feel better watching Monsta X without feeling like I am to start crying and then come back and write stories when I feel ready, this might not take long though because I feel like writing makes me feel better....Wonho will always and forever have a special place in my heart and in my stories no matter what happens, let’s support the boys and keep fighting!!!♥️♥️♥️

Warning ⚠️: This might trigger some people, some of my words are out of anger so please don’t get too triggered I guess....
          
          I am soooooo disappointed by all the “monbebe” that threw Wonho under the bus just like that not giving a fuck about the truth. Wonho is one of the most gentle people out there, he cares about monbebe with all his heart and he tries his best to be the best version of himself for us and he does not deserve this type of treatment. 
          
          It’s disgusting to know that people have the guts to send someone death threats while hiding behind their screen. Have you ever thought that your words can kill? What gives you the right to do this to someone? 
          
          It hasn’t been a week since Sulli was driven to suicide by comments like that. I hoped that at least her death would mean something to these people and they would stop but apparently people never learn.....
          
          And probably the biggest disappointment was Starship. Instead protecting their idol and supporting him by suing all the commenters they just allowed the situation to get out of hand. GOOD JOB STARSHIP AND I WAS JUST STARTING TO LIKE YOU!!!
          
          
          Anyways....Monsta X are having their comeback in two days let’s cheer them up and show them that we will support them forever!

UNTIL MET YOU REACHED 10K!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU ALL SOOOOOOO MUCH 

So yeah....I was on a small hiatus due to my exams but don’t worry holidays just started for me so I will be updating all the time♥️♥️♥️ Btw I am thinking of starting a new story so yeah look forward to this as well.
          ♥️♥️♥️ Thank you ♥️♥️♥️

To authornim,
          I'm enjoying ur ff here and u got nice story plot
          And..
          U will make all series for metanoia (I dunno how to spell) for all members? 
          Cause I'm happy if u do.  

Don’t worry guys I am not dead, I just took a small break thus I can study for school and tests but it’s not like I stopped writing, I have prepared the last chapter of Metanoia 2 and 2 chapter for Metanoia 3 and I also thought of how to connect all the plots of the Metanoia series and I hope that you will like it. Furthermore I finally made a Archive of our own account where I will upload the  fanfics, I already uploaded a Kihyuk one-shot that you can check out, my account name is the same with this one and the name of the fanfic is “Attention”
          Love you all and thanks for supporting me♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

I AM SO SO SORRY FOR THE CHAPTER DELAY FOR METANOIA!!!!!!! The new chapter IS ready I swear I just need to transfer it on my phone and I will have it done tomorrow!!!! And I promise I will do my best to write one more chapter for next week and will try to update more!!!!! I AM SO SORRY EVERYONE

I was never a big fan but I always loved and respected shinee and I just can’t deal with the fact that he is not here anymore....he must have felt so lonely.... I hope he is somewhere better now
          ♥️♥️♥️ Rest In Peace angel, your music will play in our hearts forever, you did well♥️♥️♥️ 

Sorry for not updating Metanoia 2 this week, this week was too stressful but don’t worry the next chapter is big and crucial ♥️ love you all and again I am so so so sorry ♥️♥️♥️