I don't get. I just don't understand, how many people in my life are just so rude... I try and do everything for others. I always tried to be there for my friends when they needed me the most, even though I barely got anything in return. I don't bother anymore. I've changed. Something inside of me snapped. Thanks to some people, I don't put any effort into anything anymore, because in the end, I will still be alone. No matter what. I just want a new life, I want to get rid of everyone- not my family, because I actually love them... But my so called "friends"? Yeah, I'm done with them.