hey everyone,,
it’s been awhile huh..so long i’m not even sure anyone would read this.
but it’s worth a shot...
when i came to wattpad i didn’t expect much. i saw it as a place to write my dumb ideas to the world, but not for people to actually read. i never thought i’d get nice comments and meet so many wonderful people.
but not everyone i met here was nice. and it took away the reason for my writing in the first place. i started to see it as a chore and it didn’t make me feel good anymore. it became about what would get readers, not what would make me happy. it’s still like that...
i literally cannot write anymore. whenever i try to it hurts so badly. it used to be such a wonderful thing and is now tainted by toxicity. you think it wouldn’t be by now...i’ve been gone long enough no one probably cares anymore.
but i just can’t
i’m sorry