sleepytear

Happy 2024 y'all, here's hoping this year is better for all of us <3

sleepytear

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Yk... the way people go on and on about gender as if it's invalid to feel any way other than what's in your pants is crazy. I haven't been on wattpad in who knows how long and I come back to find people ranting in the replies of a comment where I mentioned my gender *once*, and I wasn't even bitching at someone about it??? I literally just said "As a feminine nonbinary person I don't mind that the Y/N in this story is female" (paraphrasing) and I come back to things like "why go against the laws of nature" and "stop with the labels" and things like that.
          
          It is not against nature to identify as something other than what you were born as. It is not wrong to want to have a label to call your identity. It is not wrong to want to be respected for your identity. For who you feel you are. Please, for the love of all things good that are left in the world, if you want to fight for something, don't fight to silence the voices of people who don't identify as what they were assigned to be before they could even decide for themselves. There are bigger things to be worrying about, like global warming, or the fact that women are slowly but surely having their bodily autonomy stolen away in the US. Or that in the US, healthcare is literally fucking impossible for anyone under a certain class. Nowadays, even people who are 'comfortable' in their finances are struggling with healthcare because it gets so costly and there's so much manipulation in the system that they may not even be getting the help they need and are being charged for more than they came in for.
          
          What gender a person identifies as is THE LAST thing you should be worrying about right now. Please just. Stop with the bullshit about genders and them being annoying. If it helps someone feel more like themself, more comfortable in who they are, then leave them the fuck alone over it. Do something more productive with your time.
          
          Thanks for reading my rant, ig. ;w;

sleepytear

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I might start writing some stuff,,, (mainly fanfiction self-insert type things because aha coping mechanism go brrr) but I don't know if I wanna do it HERE or on a separate account because bro what if my family and / or friends find my account,, and they know it's me,,,,,
          
          I would die of embarrassment LMAOOO
          
          Like seriously, I wanna write so badly, but all the ideas I have are self-insert-ish and would be considered overpowered but  coping mechanism go brrrrr it make me happy??? So I'm scared if I put it out into the public I'll get hate for what makes me happy??????
          
          How the fuck do people do this so casually? I'm over here having a mild crisis over it lmaoo

sleepytear

If you post anything that hits my triggers, I will unfollow you.
          
          I don't have the energy for a mental breakdown, I'm too tired.
          
          So I'm going to avoid everything that relates to my triggers.
          
          I don't care who or what you are. You will respect that or you'll get blocked.
          
          That's all I will say.

sleepytear

Did I just go off on a fictional character in the comments of a fanfiction? Yes.
          
          Did I spend nearly twenty minutes screaming angrily whilst violently typing out multiple insults in one comment alone? Yes.
          
          Do I feel good for it?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
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          Yes.

sleepytear

...Well, uh, hi--
          
          Sorry I haven't said anything here in a while. I haven't had any ideas on what to post. 
          
          My heart goes out to anyone who's lost their homes in the wildfires, who's lost their family members lives, who's been injured, etc. I know this year's been tough for everyone, and I'm so proud of you all for pulling through and pushing on through this hellstorm.
          
          Just for those who haven't heard it or have forgotten; you're loved. You're strong. You're doing amazing. You've pushed this far, it will all be okay. Don't be afraid to take breaks and back away from situations that could hurt you. We're human, there's only so much we can do at a given time. And that's okay. 
          
          I know this post was really random and kind of all over the place, but I wanted to say this stuff anyways, so... yeah.
          
          Keep on going, you guys. It's not long until this hellish year finally comes to an end. We've got this.
          
          Love you all. ❤