Nicholas

I’m not going to do anything, but if something happens on its own, I won’t fight it.

When I was a child my inhaler stopped working, I remember telling my mother and she told me she couldn’t get one until the next week when she got paid, she had bought smokes with the child support money the day before, I remember I was wheezing, and she sent me out the door with my siblings to walk to the bus stop, my chest ached, I only made it across the road and up the road a little when I started crying, my older sister yelled at me, saying how mum would be mad if I went back home, I cried harder and went back home, they continued to the bus stop, I knocked on the door for ages before she opened the door again, I remember crying to her, asking her to call my dad and ask him to bring me an inhaler, he was asthmatic as well, she said no, to stop being dramatic and told me to go to bed if I didn’t wasn’t to go to school, she went back to bed, she had four (I don’t remember if this was before or after my little sister was born so maybe five) children and was divorced, I didnt blame her for being tired, but I couldn’t breathe and I was scared, I remember laying there on the bottom bunk of the bed that me and two of my sisters shared thinking I was going to die that day, I don’t remember who I ended up with an inhaler that night, maybe my dad came back from working in another town early, or called my Nan, I don’t even remember what happened after I fell asleep, it’s just that, I’m getting over a cold and my inhaler isn’t working right so I’m a little wheezy, I’m fine but the wheeze always reminds me of being scared,  the memory changed my life, my mother ‘doesn’t remember’ it and I’ve been paranoid about having an inhaler on me at all times ever since

Hey Nico, I just wanted to say you made up some of my favorite moments in the worst part of my life and I thank you for that. You're amazing

Boo!
          
          You have been booed and a ghost is now haunting you! You must boo 15 other people to get rid of the ghost! If you get 5 boos you are cool If you get 10 boos you are amazing If you get 15 boos I'm jealous

IM BACK, IM NOT DEAD! I JUST FORGOT TO EXIST 

Grandma: oh those shells are pretty!
          Me: I have some shells I can show you! 
          Grandma: oh of course you do 

Got a new phone and accidentally signed into my old account which was weird considering I forgot the password and thought all my books and libraries were gone and I started to cry before I realised the account was under my dead name.
          Doogeby

I am under so much stress right now may family might get kick out of our house and we won't have anywhere to go we might end up homeless there arent any houses for rent that we can afford we are only living here because my aunt worked for the people who own the house but she passed away a few years ago Im freaking out so much

I can never go to the IGA again. I put forty dollars down while counting out the price and didn't notice I put it on the roller belt until all my money had slid between the gap and it was gone the cashier and I froze and watched it disappear then all the people behind me started laughing.

I know I need to sleep when I tell the storm that's shaking my house to shut the fuck up..