save me from myself. please. i wanna gone and never come back to the life. I dont need to live, I need to leave.
sorry, sorry because I hate everyone. 
she leaves me and all of the people. 
now it's my turn. 

save me from myself.

Actually, I realize that everything is possible if you really want that. Also get love. 
Even if she leaves me to get close to anyone alse, I got it and I try to carry on.

It's hard, yes, but I have to believe that everything will be okay.