so_long_daisymay
i lied its 1 am again
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ashy_stxrs
The entire message board is so real
so_long_daisymay
forcing myself to sleep now gn
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my gosh why do i turn depressed after midnight someone take my flipping phone away
so_long_daisymay
i wish i had friends to hang out with
the thing is
i do have friends
not many but some
but they always have friends they like better
seaofsongs
@so_long_daisymay also on another note i genuinely cannot imagine someone liking another person more than you like you're literally so sweet i fear i yapped a bit on this reply whoops
seaofsongs
@so_long_daisymay omg yeah fr ESPECIALLY when they make it super obvious that theyre closer to each other like yes i get it?? okay but im so grateful that my best friends parents and my parents are quite close because we sometimes go on holidays together like we've been to a few places around the country together + we went to switzerland for our birthdays a couple of years ago (theyre two days apart)
so_long_daisymay
if i stopped texting first would we even talk?
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i hate jealousy
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when i finally feel confident but my blonde, skinny, pretty, popular, funny, smart friend whos a grade older than me walks in
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when i realize ill never be loved the ways ive read about
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my toxic trait is being a hopeless romantic but not wanting a relationship
BECAUSE TELL ME WHY I CAN WATCH ANY SHOW MOVIE OR ANYTHING IT COULD HAVE AN EXTREMELY RANDOM PLOT AND ID BE LIKE
'AWWWWWWW THEYRE SO CUTE'
and they literally have fricking knives to each other's throats or smth