𝒅𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒚.𝒎𝒂𝒚ꨄ︎

i lied its 1 am again

The entire message board is so real 

forcing myself to sleep now gn

my gosh why do i turn depressed after midnight someone take my flipping phone away

i wish i had friends to hang out with
          
          the thing is
          
          i do have friends
          
          not many but some
          
          but they always have friends they like better

if i stopped texting first would we even talk?

i hate jealousy

when i finally feel confident but my blonde, skinny, pretty, popular, funny, smart friend whos a grade older than me walks in

when i realize ill never be loved the ways ive read about

my toxic trait is being a hopeless romantic but not wanting a relationship
          
          BECAUSE TELL ME WHY I CAN WATCH ANY SHOW MOVIE OR ANYTHING IT COULD HAVE AN EXTREMELY RANDOM PLOT AND ID BE LIKE
          
          'AWWWWWWW THEYRE SO CUTE'
          
          and they literally have fricking knives to each other's throats or smth