I don't mean to sound like such a downer, but I really hate crushes with every fiber of my being.
Especially when they're on someone you're actually good friends with.
And they're already in a happy relationship with someone else.
And you try so, so hard to try to push your feelings away, but you just can't get rid of them.
Like why can't I just enjoy our friendship without having my stupid-ass, irrational feelings interfering?
*buries face into pillow and screams*