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Hey everyone I have decided to take a long break with writing I find no joy in it and quite frankly my depression and anxiety has taken a toll on my life and happiness . I’m barely hanging by a thread I just need a break from everything 

Hello I’m sorry on my behalf if I triggered anyone over my fictional book that was not intended to upset anyone. Its not based off real life matters lmao. The whole book which I worked extremely hard on is going to be deleted now . Didn’t realize people were this sensitive over nothing. I added people who I thought were cool and exceptional authors it wasn’t intended to be taken personal. My friend added me his short stories and one time he had me killed and I laughed it off. It’s fiction for a reason lol

https://youtu.be/ANasFsQ_ynI lmao

Hey guys just so you know I am working on a new book. Still in the process of editing and writing so it may take a while more before publishing 

Having depression is so hard . I’ve been crying the past hour for no valid reason. This is so exhausting 

Let’s start a wattpad trend ! Tag your bestie!

Hi everyone ugh I hate asking but is anyone free to make me a really good book cover it’s about teens and high school in the 198Os it’s drama , romance , life lessons, dating, etc I’ve done covers for myself but I feel it’s never good enough to attract peoples attention I feel I’m better at making covers for someone then myself which is odd lol

Well thank you for adding my poems to your reading list. ☺️I hope they do not disappoint.

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Today was the best day of my life to confirm what I’ve known and been struggling with for years. it’s not a comfortable ride because one part of me is relieved and the other side is fearful and asking why me? I think that's a question we all ask ourselves. I'm sorry to anyone who is enduring the same journey or a comparable journey with depression. This year has been truthfully rough and tested my mental health powerfully. It hurts to know I’m not the only one.  I believe everyone who endures depression will prevail. In their own time.just one day at a time  I’ve been so hard on myself to the point I forgot to love myself. It’s just this endless cycle of vicious thoughts telling myself I’m a weirdo, worthless, I’m not anything special, and I should be dead. Etc . I know it’s my depression talking. I have to learn to get along with it and ignore those nasty thoughts. this has been an overwhelming journey but it's nothing to be ashamed to admit you have.