starrotinmauve

Hey everyone,
          	
          	It’s been forever since I was last here, hasn’t it? First and foremost, I owe each and every one of you an apology. I should probably go down on my knees for leaving you all hanging—not replying to your texts, your questions, or giving you updates when you’ve been so kind and patient. I’m sorry. Truly, deeply sorry. And I feel like it’s time I explain myself.
          	
          	I’m at fault here. I’ve had time, but I haven’t had the energy to write. Ever since my second year at university began, things have been completely out of control. It’s been the heaviest, fastest-paced time of my life, and honestly, I’ve struggled to keep up. My performance in the first year was nowhere near good enough—barely brushing average.
          	
          	Looking back, I think I was down, deep down. Depression, or what they call dysthymia now. I didn’t know what I was feeling, when it started, or even how to cope. My first year of uni is mostly a blur—days blending together into a haze of confusion and isolation. Things only started to change when I found a few people I could call friends.
          	
          	They’ve helped me a lot in opening up—even if just a little. Normally, I’m not great at talking about how I feel. They don’t know everything, because, honestly, I suck at sharing. It feels easier to stay unknown than to let people know every single detail of why you’re the way you are. That kind of vulnerability can feel so raw, so bare—you know?
          	
          	I had two months of break between my first and second years. I spent the first month trying to accept things. I cried most nights, battling that persistent blue. The second month? I couldn’t even tell you where it went. It’s like it just vanished.

helloitsdidi

@moonsghostie Thanks again for the chapter, I didn't want it to end I look forward to receiving another notification from you!  
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starrotinmauve

@helloitsdidi Hello! Thank you for the acceptance and the heartfelt words. It means a lot, all this support despite doing not enough. 
          	  I hope my stories have entertained you all in my absence. As promised, I've gotten back from everything. It's the 20th of December, 2024 today, and keeping my word, I updated 'Constellations'. I hope you give it a try. 
          	  Sending love and hugs, 
          	  XOXO
          	  <3
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helloitsdidi

Thank you for trusting us and telling us about yourself and these problems, I'm sorry that all this is happening to you..Obviously we don't know each other at all but through your books and your answers you seem so adorable :( I will think of your friend this evening and wish him a good rest. With all my love I will wait for your updates, take care of yourself author, bye 
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hey there, i just wanted to say that your one of the most amazing writers i have seen the way you write, the way you express the characters emotion captured me truly. I just wanted to let you know that i have read your books on repeat so much that i have lost count already i hope that when you feel better or get better you will start writing again. For now please accept the love and respect from a stranger to another stranger , hope you have a great day <3

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starrotinmauve

Hey everyone,
          
          It’s been forever since I was last here, hasn’t it? First and foremost, I owe each and every one of you an apology. I should probably go down on my knees for leaving you all hanging—not replying to your texts, your questions, or giving you updates when you’ve been so kind and patient. I’m sorry. Truly, deeply sorry. And I feel like it’s time I explain myself.
          
          I’m at fault here. I’ve had time, but I haven’t had the energy to write. Ever since my second year at university began, things have been completely out of control. It’s been the heaviest, fastest-paced time of my life, and honestly, I’ve struggled to keep up. My performance in the first year was nowhere near good enough—barely brushing average.
          
          Looking back, I think I was down, deep down. Depression, or what they call dysthymia now. I didn’t know what I was feeling, when it started, or even how to cope. My first year of uni is mostly a blur—days blending together into a haze of confusion and isolation. Things only started to change when I found a few people I could call friends.
          
          They’ve helped me a lot in opening up—even if just a little. Normally, I’m not great at talking about how I feel. They don’t know everything, because, honestly, I suck at sharing. It feels easier to stay unknown than to let people know every single detail of why you’re the way you are. That kind of vulnerability can feel so raw, so bare—you know?
          
          I had two months of break between my first and second years. I spent the first month trying to accept things. I cried most nights, battling that persistent blue. The second month? I couldn’t even tell you where it went. It’s like it just vanished.

helloitsdidi

@moonsghostie Thanks again for the chapter, I didn't want it to end I look forward to receiving another notification from you!  
Reply

starrotinmauve

@helloitsdidi Hello! Thank you for the acceptance and the heartfelt words. It means a lot, all this support despite doing not enough. 
            I hope my stories have entertained you all in my absence. As promised, I've gotten back from everything. It's the 20th of December, 2024 today, and keeping my word, I updated 'Constellations'. I hope you give it a try. 
            Sending love and hugs, 
            XOXO
            <3
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helloitsdidi

Thank you for trusting us and telling us about yourself and these problems, I'm sorry that all this is happening to you..Obviously we don't know each other at all but through your books and your answers you seem so adorable :( I will think of your friend this evening and wish him a good rest. With all my love I will wait for your updates, take care of yourself author, bye 
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