starr

omg i’ve been rewriting “sonic” and there’s sooooo many changes also will be changing the name to “drivethru” 
          
          i know i said i’d finish “obsession” first but i’ll be honest i’ve had more motivation on the other story rather than this. i’ll try to finish it though since it’s still something i care about! 
          
          also i’ve picked up on another writing project that i’ve been working on for like 6 years now. it’s not a ff— which tbh most of my stories are originally not ff so there’s that.. idk if i’ll publish THAT writing project on here we’ll see..
          
          anyways no ones gonna see this since i’ve been gone for soooo long but i kinda just wanted to post this for motivation i guess..
          
          i’m mainly active on twitter @/ultdykn so if you wanna keep up/stay in touch, that’s where i’ll be..
          
          love yas!
          starr

okay fr actually gonna start writing again i'm not playing w y'all

hi so um i'm back... i was (and still am) going through a lot of health issues to the point where i had to break from a lot of things in my life. if you've been waiting for updates on my stories this is kind of an explanation i guess..? anyways i'm going to try to update as soon as possible please stay patient. 
          
          also i'm most active on my twitter @ultdykn

going by starr again 

i'm almost done with the next few updates for 'obsession' please be patient with me

i’ve come to make an announcement; shadow the hedgehog's a bitch ass motherfucker, he pissed on my fucking wife.!that’s right, he took his hedgehog quilly dick out and he pissed on my fucking wife, and he said his dick was "T H I S  B I G" and i said that's disgusting, so i’m making a callout post on my twitter dot com, shadow the hedgehog, you've got a small dick, it's the size of this walnut except WAY smaller, and guess what? here’s what my dong looks like: PFFFT, THAT'S RIGHT, BABY!! ALL POINTS, NO QUILLS, NO PILLOWS!!! look at that, it looks like two balls and a bong. he fucked my wife so guess what? i’m gonna fuck the earth!!! THAT'S RIGHT THIS IS WHAT YOU GET, MY SUPER LASER PISS!! except i’m not gonna piss on the earth. i’m gonna go higher. I'M PISSING ON THE MOON! HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT, OBAMA? I PISSED ON THE MOON YOU IDIOT! YOU HAVE 23 HOURS BEFORE THE PISS DROPLETS HIT THE FUCKING EARTH NOW GET OUT OF MY SIGHT BEFORE I PISS ON YOU TOO.

writing the next two chapters of obsession,, i had to finish my semester and treatment so now i’m kind of on track. 
          follow my twt (ultdykn) i’m more active on there

'cult' was probably the most traumatising book i've ever read, yet it was SO GOOD ?? like the plot was amazing, the overall story was just so good, the angst... the angst was SAURR GOOODD. and then you have the whole gore stuff which was both amazing and traumatic. it genuinely felt like i was there experiencing everything myself and the way i got chills from that... like i genuinely never read a story that made me feel so involved and scared like cult. 
          
          i almost cried at the mark letter ngl and the ending w chenle too :( anyways this is probably (most definitely) my top nct books I've read and i'll definitely never forget it!! 
          
          ONCE AGAIN THIS WAS AMAZING

idk who needs to hear this but threatening to k1ll yourself bc an author hasn’t updated a story in a while is absolutely vile and wrong. i’ve gotten that from TWO people now??? what is wrong with some of y’all. 
          
          i’ve literally been in and out of inpatient hospital care for the past few months and i’m a college student.. i’m trying my hardest to update i really am. and to see people threatening me in my pms over something like this is terrifying, disgusting, and wrong on so many levels. 
          
          i’ve blocked those people now, but i’m just posting this to whoever needs to hear this too. i want everyone to know that i’m still here and i’m working on the story i promise. 
          
          please take care everyone. i hope you all have a nice day/night 
          
          -bean 

i was actually starting to work on finishing obsession so (subtweet incoming) get the fuck out of my pms and stop threatening me about it