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oooo also I've been on and off clean for about three years and I'm about 5-6 days clean idk I''ll check my app tmr. anyway ive decided that my healing has not been linear, bc it's not supposed to be. but now..... im going to do it. Im going to stay clean. I say this all the time but I can feel it in my soul that I will find something else to do instead of harm myself. it's taken me years to finally properly and fully heal. I never thought I would get here but here I am <3333. especially after Liam passing, life has been hard. but seeing his face hurts a little less. it's still so painfully and I want to cry a lot because he's gone, but it's easier to look back at everything he's done and accomplished and it's nice to have some solace. harry doing anything but dropping that album has also sucked but he just made life a little lighter now if you know what I mean lmaoooo. but srsly, him just dropping that out of nowhere has definitely lightened the mood all around, especially in our fandom where some people aren't handling things very nicely rn. anyway I got distracted and started ranting so I'll see you loves later!!! byeee <333

update::::: they cleared me to get my license bc they said they were only pseudo seizures so we don't have epilepsyyyyyy. anyway test is on Monday I don't wanna faillll sobbbbb

It’s not too late to catch up! The first three chapters of my Advent calendar book—Paper Snowflakes—are waiting for you! Each day until December 24th, a new chapter will be posted. It’s a Larry fanfic (enemies to lovers) available in both English and German.
          
          Dive into the story now, and let the countdown to Christmas get even better! ❄️✨
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1495521389?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=harryandhisbaby

GUESS WHOS SEEING CAVETOWN TONIGHT

Hey, thanks for the follow! It would mean the world to me if you could check out my story TORN (available in both English and German). I’ve put my heart and soul into it, and I’m currently stuck in bed with a broken foot, so I’ve got plenty of time to keep writing and updating it regularly. It’s the first story I’ve ever written, and I would love to hear your thoughts. A like, comment, or any feedback would be amazing!
          
          Thanks again, and take care!

heading to the psych ward tmr :,) bc i might kms bc liam’s gone sooooo ill update u guys when i arrive idk what they’ll lemme have bc they have to see where they wanna put me and for how long and stuff 

guys idk what i can handle anymore. i might be off for a while or i might use the internet as my alcohol. love yall we have to stay strong for everyone. i fucking love all of you 

we dying but we aliveeeee

going to the er will be arriving in 6 mins i’ll update yalllll- even if u don’t care 8)

in urgent care rn and they’re trying to figure out if the er is the best thing to do rnnnn so slayyy