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I'm scared for school. Not because of lockers or anything like that, but I'm scared of losing friends. My "friend" Enrique told all of my friends and people that sit at my table (they're all boys) how weird I am and what I'm sending him. Sure, some of them are innapropriate, but that's okay. I'm very dirty minded. They know that. My BEST FRIEND at school might not like me anymore because of him. I'm just preparing for the worst, to be honest. I know they already think I'm annoying and all of that but this is seriously worrying me. I'm losing reasons to live fast. I know they never really cared for me and always made fun of me, but I still care about them. I'm probably a fucking pain in the ass to them. Maybe it's good if I stop talking to them and stop being their friend. AND we have orientation tomorrow, so that sucks. I'm also going to wear a mlp shirt because why not, so I think they might judge me.