Max Finley

A local newspaper covered a story about our canned food drive at my school. We broke school records. The reporter was taking pictures as we loaded the food in the truck and I was goofing around and make a stupid face at the camera. Turns out she USED THAT PHOTO FOR THE COVER PAGE
          I don't know whether to be happy that I made the page, angry that they used that photo, or laughing my ass off because THATS the photo they used

OKAY PEOPLE THIS IS YOUR TIME TO SHINE
          MY NEW SONG JUST RELEASED AND I NEED SOME FEEDBACK 
          It's called "Need Sleep" and it's by Max James.
          It's on:
          Spotify
          Apple Music
          Pandora
          iTunes
          Deezer
          
          Please please PLEASE take a listen and tell me what you think. I want to know y'all's genuine opinion on it.
          ❤️❤️❤️

BE NICE TO PEOPLE

Going down a Wattpad rabbit hole rn. Finding out some stuff about myself. Man I really was messed up. 
          Update: still trans, not still gay. I'm bi I guess. Mental health has improved. School has improved. I've moved like a billion times but I like where I am right now. Not a little anymore. Found out I really enjoy being a brat though, so that's fun. Still -very- single. But had a fuck buddy for a while, that's was fun. 
          Also!
          My new song is getting ready to be released and I'm so excited for it. Oh yeah, I'm a musician. Making money for it too, that's sick. 
          I've dropped weight, my heaviest was 250 and I'm down to 220 now. Eating better and working out helps a lot. Better headspace. Better social skills. Better me. 
          Nobody's gonna read this but it's for me anyways lol.

I always feel guilty whenever I get on this app and randomly decide to check my messages. Cause I feel like I miss so much. I legit have conversations from 2019 that I never answered. So for that, I apologize. Cause I really do feel awful. 

Context: I don't sleep in my house at my mom's. I sleep in a tiny home/cabin/studio thing.
          
          People often ask my why I recluse myself in my cabin when my mom and step dad are home. I'm going to give you an example to answer that question.
          
          My mom told me to go get her boots out of her truck so she could go out in the snow. I brought them inside and she started complaining that they were cold. I commented saying "it would've been funny if I put some snow in them. Then they'd really be cold" just to poke fun. 
          She responds with this. 
          "You know what would happen if you did? You would be put face down in that snow with my boot on your head. I'd hold you down until your nose went black from the frostbite. I'd have to to the hospital to make sure you don't die from hypothermia. How does that sound? You wanna try it out? We can do it now."
          Then she got irritated when I didn't respond to it....
          I've been told by so many people to just be patient and wait it out. This is just what happened today.
          Thanks -Max

I had an anxiety attack for the first time in a while. Still shaking a bit. 
          Does anyone have a song that they listen to that helps you calm down? Any suggestions?

Weird question;
          Do you flush the toilet before or after you pull your pants up?

Yeah so, if you ever ride a roller coaster. No matter what. Take your damn phone out of your pockets. I made the mistake of not doing so. My phone is currently below tons of metal tracks in Branson, Missouri. Thank goodness for my mom's phone and my technical know-how. My contacts are now on my step dads old phone. Just be smart with your stuff. If you think you might possibly loose it, don't take it. :) love y'all.

Happy Easter! Or whatever holiday you just so happen to celebrate this month or today! Stay safe and have fun with your friends, family, or just do something you enjoy.❤️