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SO.....Hey everyone!
          
           Oh my god, "long time no-see" doesn't even cut it. I never thought I'd be back online, but it's 2025 now - a whole 11 years since I created this account, and 10 years since I made a dent in the 5SOS fandom with my writing lol. 
          
          I'm 23 now, and I clicked on my writing for the first time since I was 11/12, and I'm having a really introspective, healing, yet taken aback moment here. I was so intelligent and brave to write the topics that I did, and my grammar was surprisingly decent. I'm extremely proud that this was the person I was once, persevering through pain and turning into something beautiful - even it was graphic. And I'm proud of myself even though in 2017 I cringed at it and changed my username/privated a lot of my work/degraded myself in my last posts (I deleted today). Regardless, I was blown away by my own story-telling. I mean....at that age?!
          
          I am even more blown away that SO many of you have been reading my work and commenting love on it up until this VERY day. Wow. I am so thankful, and once upon a time, you were my saviours. I struggled immensely while writing these works, I was suffering beyond imagination in a whole other country, and this was my "double life", one that brought me so much peace and love. I thank you for giving me this, I may not have been here without it.
          
          I don't want to leave any of you unsatisfied or wanting more, so I'm contemplating some new steps forward. Potentially continuing on my unfinished work with a nod towards my 10 year growth? Maybe to get in touch with my truest self and explore innocent outlet in a self relieving hobby? Is that okay for my age? Does it matter if I make it okay?
          
          Well, I'm leaning towards re-discovering all this. Would that be okay with you?
          
          I also wanted to say, I really should have included a trigger warning on all my works, please beware. I can't even believe I was so real in it. Other than that, decent lol.
          
          Stay tuned. I love you. Thank you.
          
          -subwaylrh xxx

I NEED ONE MORE CHAPTER BUT YOURE NOT LONGER UPDATING WHY, I NEED YA KNOW

i'm gonna fejckding kill myself i was so close to finishing chapter 15 for spill but then my wattpad glitched and deleted the whole chapter that's it i quit i'm done by e

Hi so um... I love your story's and I've read all of them (and I may or may not have cried on some parts) I just wanted to say that you are amazing!! 

thank you all so much for 1.05k reads on spill! it means so much to me :) ily all
          
          P.S incase you didn't see the new update, chapter 14 is now up 

i just updated "SPILL : muke" - chapter 10 ♡ 

NEW FANFIC.
          
          "SPILL" - MUKE AU
          
          ADD TO YOUR LIBRARIES, GIVE FEEDBACK AND MOST IMPORTANTLY ENJOY♡

i posted a new update on damaged♡

I REALLY DONT KNOW IF UR GONNA READ THIS BUT HII! I SAW YOU FROM SOME STORY & I READ ALL YOUR STORIES, YOU ARE SO COOL CAN WE BE FRIENDS? i sound like a nerd oh my god sorry

Im all about sending smiles today so here ya go
          
          :)