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Hey darlin’s and dears!! I hope you all are doing well today!!
          Let me give you some updates:
          - Burnt out but still working my ass off so I’m able to do things that I wish to do in life (Get top surgery, start testosterone, things like that-)
          - Trying to write but feeling really overwhelmed bc basically no one is on Wattpad anymore but I do try to work on Tumblr but again like stated above burnt out rlly-
          - I am still working but I’m shifting between fandom and writing to reading BUT I have been working on some things for a contest so hopefully those do well!! 
          But yeah!! That’s life right now, if you ever need to reach out to me, I’m always here if you need a listening ear
          Always remember eat and I love you all /p 
          Take care!! - Samii <33

I need to just stop lying to yall
          I’ve got tests coming up finals and EOC’s and state testing and all that shit
          I’m going to be picking up a job in the summer and at this point no one rlly uses this app/website anymore from my knowledge…
          Probably will post my stuff on tumblr and here
          I’m going to get my life together one of these days and I’ll def try to be more active over the summer
          ( I stop school in May and then have some classes over the summer for two days a week)
          So- 
          Yeah..
          Rlly sorry I keep saying I’ll update..
          It’ll be a moment and I’m really really sorry
          I hope you guys take care of yourselves and care about you all <33 /p

HOLY SHIT ITS BEEN A MOMENT!!
          I AM SO FUCKING SORRY, I KEEP MAKING EMPTY PROMISES TO WRITE STORIES AND SHIT AND THEN I FUCKING FORGET!!
          I’ve got the mind of a fucking hamster-
          Anyways!! I was going to write the book that was originally written by @DemonSheep88 and I just saw the post them made about there stories and I never got the chance to save or write down main points and ideas so-
          I might just be starting from scratch, adding in what I can remember (if you’ve read the book it’s starts with Henry finding the cursed/magic ink bottle and then he, himself, getting trapped in the paper with bendy, Alice and Boris bc of Joey being a dick which is who Joey is) 
          I will be starting from there and trying my best to do what I need to do from there- 
          (Also, head canon of Henry: Dyslexic as shit with words but didn’t realize bc of abusive foster parents and still can spell shit right, gets e and a’s mixed up and get i, l, j, and q mixed up, (don’t ask why q, q sucks)
          I hope to get something out this following week, a lot of shit has happened which is why I have updated literally ANYTHING 
          I’m constantly fearing that my friends will get taking and that I won’t be able to leave the country when I’m older (still in school + nonbinary/trans and a lot of trans ppl right now aren’t able to update there passports or get passports and most of the kids I know at my school are Mexican/hispanics/immigrants and asylum seekers) 
          I AM TRYING I PROMISE!!
          I WILL TRY TO GET AT LEAST SOMETHING OUT WITHIN THIS WEEK OR NEXT WEEK

If you are in the USA like me, I wish you the best of luck…
          Really and truly, I have to stay in the country for a few more years due to schooling but once you get the chance.. Move… Move and don’t EVER look back… The amount of SHIT WE HAVE GONE THROUGH is so FUCKING STUPID!!
          I wish everyone luck out there…
          Everyone, every race, religion, ethnicity, gender, sexuality, culture, EVERYONE!!
          ESPECIALLY if you are a woman or a person of color…
          I hate to see this happening and I hate to see what our country and society has come to.. They are banning really good books like Parable of the Sower because of stupid reasons, some are being banned because of racism and show of inequality amongst caucasian people and people of color… Some are being banned because they speak up against women’s inequality of men and some are being banned because of them talking about lgbtq… 
          The country of the USA is not one I call my home… I wish so many people luck out there because of this… I’m scared, we all are scared but we need to stay strong… 
          We need to hope and fight for the best… It’s bad enough that old white men are trying to control what women do to their bodies… We need to fight back… This is not me saying that these are all of the reasons… but this is a lot of them… They already overturned roe v wade meaning states have bans on abortion… We are not a safe country anymore… We are constantly being silenced and I am scared for myself as a born female, lgbtq identifying person,.. I am scared for my friends whose parents came into the USA illegally and had them… We cannot stop fighting and I wish everyone luck… Really and truly…
          
          Keep standing up for yourselves and others…
          I love and care for you all and life isn’t over yet <33

HEY
          MERRY CHRISTMAS ANS HAPPY HOLIDAYS AND ALL THAT!!
          
          I’m going to try and get new stuff out, I’ve had a lot going on with my schedule for school for the second semester…
          Imma try to get new stuff out but merry Christmas, happy Hanukkah, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy Diwali and happy holidays to any holidays to the people who celebrate some different or all of the above..!!
          I hope yall have a wonderful day/night/evening!!

Thx for adding my book in your reading list! :) I also like Greek mythology so that’s why I made that book.

My family is fostering a dog and i just took 30 minutes to get her back on our back porch after one of my parental units just forgot to lock her up… 
          We aren’t bad people but last time we let her roam free in the backyard while we were away she got stolen.. by a gang… we are just trying to keep her safe because of what happened and it took like two days to find her… 
          Anyways… that was my accomplishment of this Sunday afternoon(for me at the very least)…
          But don’t get me wrong she is a sweet dog and she literally only responds to Girly/Girlie for some reason… Sweet heart tho and very energetic…
          Take care love you all… I’ll try and get some stuff posted but since I am working from my cell phone and not a computer or anything it will be hard since I write almost everything off of my school computer…
          But if I end up posting anything it probably won’t include pictures much to my displeasure because I tend to include pictures or little gifs to make it more interesting for myself and viewers to read.. But again… I’m trying my best here… 
          Wish me luck…

TRIGGER WARNING: USE OF THE WORD FOR INAPPROPRIATE MEDIA THAT PEOPLE UPLOAD TO DIFFERENT SITES THAT ARE NOT MADE FOR KIDS!!!
          
          
          
          GUYS!!
          SHARE REPOST OR SEND THIS TO ANYONE ON ANY PLATFORM!!!
          CHECK YOUR FOLLOWERS!!!
          IT WILL SAVE YOUR LIFE!!
          DONT FOLLOW RANDOM PEOPLE BEFORE
          CHECKING THEIR ACCOUNT BECAUSE THERE HAS BEEN TWICE WHERE I HAVE BEEN FOLLOWED BY PORN ACCOUNTS HERE ON WATTPAD!!!
          THE ONLY REASON I FOUND OUT WAS BECAUSE I CHECK OHT THE PROFILE!!!
          SO IF YOU FIND THIS STUFF OUT REPORT AND THEN BLOCK THAT PERSON BECAUSE ONE SITUATION CAN TURN REALLY BAD REALLY QUICKLY!!
          IM TRYING TO LOOK OUT FOR YALL!!!
          BE SAFE!!

Reasons I believe romance exists:
          People singing a love song then motions or hops off stage to grab their lover

Hey…!!!!
          Super random but what time it is for yall…?
          I just finished a art project for my school that was due tomorrow and it is now 11:59 pm where I am… sorry super random and it’s probably either super late or super early… I dunno can’t tell… 
          This was really random,..