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listening to chanel by frank ocean

I am doing something called '26 curriculum where I make my own curriculum on stuffs that I really want to study, and tonight I am watching about Machiavellian teaching lololol

dont they know its the end of the world
          cuz you dont love me anymore

why's my heart so heavy

year's ending in like 2 days

comparison is really the thief of joy, I'm reading all my unpublished stuffs with my latest work going all the way back to 2023 and they sound so good, far from what I published and I hate myself for comparing but I cannot stop :/

I'm soooo obsessed with artms theme

a half of me is Ellen from Nosferatu, perpetual in melancholy and the other half is Elizabeth of Frankenstein, endless of empathy.

need 300$ wth am I gonna do

This is really my heart and soul, the unpublished drafts, the incorrect grammars, the prayers, everything.