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@Devilishly_Aesthetic Hello! this is the account you mentioned, i mean the one i am replying with. i have access to both acc, i just changed my user name

@Letters-Of-Hope thank you for the sweet message ❤️

I think I got over my crush . So I think I can be called ✨un-crushed✨ or something like that. Imma find another person to have a hopeless crush on ( ˘ ³˘)♥

@-IC4RUSFALLS- that's great ☺️ thank youu :)) <333

@-IC4RUSFALLS- HEYYYOOO !! Long time no see :((( how are youuu ?? I'm trying to be okay and keep myself occupied so I'm writing fics hehehe :))) hope you're doing great ! Take care and stay safe ❤️❤️❤️ ( also sleep well * moon faced emoji * )

Me and my crush's convo is literally the best thing to show how pathetic I am . My over enthusiastic a** keeps vibing •_•
          
          So I counted (◕ᴗ◕✿) I'm pathetic I know 
          And I texted her first 15 times and she texted me first 3 times - ( we have convos in me previous acc but I can't log in to that acc ) 
          
          Anyways I stop stop getting my over enthusiastic a** hyped over someone who won't even bother to spare me a إنا لله وإنا إلیہراجعون 
          If I die °_°

Kay so another rant , this one is either funny or bojo ( bogus joke)
          
          So that day our chemistry teacher wrote " HCOOH " on board and questioned us what's the chemicals name. 
          
          Me , a forever clown , instead of saying methanoic acid / formic acid , gracefully said ,
          
          ✨"Eich kuh" ✨
          
          My teacher saw demon in my eyes ✌️

Okay so I'mma rant 
          
          Tw: mentions of depression 
          
          
          
          So , I have 4 besties ✌️ 
          1. Bestie from primary school 
          2. Bestie from milliary school 
          3. My homie bestie 
          4. My online bestie, aka the one and only Izzah 
          
          
          Soo , the rant is about my bestie from milliary school.  
          
          So that day I texted her , and she asked me how I was doing. I said I don't know , and my depression had kicked in so I wasn't doing okay . She said ,
          
           " you still have depression ?" ( Miss gurl it's not flu that it would go away , and my depression isn't from any trauma , it's clinical depression for me , so it won't go away soon for me ) 
          I replied that , 
          
          " it never went away in the first place" 
          
          And then she goes , 
          " How will it go away ? You're not even determined to get rid of it " 
          
          Girl please , what the heck do you mean by I'm not determined ??? Do you think feeling like shit when there's nothing to feel like shit is fun ? 
          
          And then she goes , 
          " Why we never share anything bro ? Like we chat and laugh and all but we never share anything " 
          
          And I'm like , 
          " bAbY, I told you everything , risking our friendship. I was so scared that you'll leave me , yet I told you everything. You're the one who never trusted me. It's not like you don't share your feelings , you do , just not with me. You shared your feelings and life with yo juniors but never trusted me. Why? If you don't trust me say it to me face , I won't mind. Don't act like I'm the problem all the time. I know I'm the problem but not all the time. "
          
          I wish I could let out everything I had in my mind , but I can't , I don't even know how to put everything into words. And she's really nice tho, it's just that sometimes she makes mistakes . If y'all meet her y'all will love her but she makes terrible mistakes when I'm involved ✌️ 
          
          So that's all for today I guess 

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Um . .. can anyone like help me ? It's okay if no one does but I'll love the help . It's better to get help then ....yeh :)