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Omg so I moved schools snd it’s been two weeks and tell me why last night was the most fun IVE ever had nkt even in ny was it this fun. this girl I met we literally clicked instantly I love her she’s so fucking sweet and makes you feel drunk when your not but we went to a football game at a different school even tho ours was happening snd I met all her friends and they were so sweet omg but then we left halfway and went with these random guys that one of the girls knew (ik not to but we needed someone who had a license) and we drove to literal abandoned houses and had to walk on the pitch black streets and the guy had a fucking axe but omg is was sooo fun lkme scary obviously bc someone sometimes lives jm the abandoned houses but I’m acc so happy I moved

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Omg so I moved schools snd it’s been two weeks and tell me why last night was the most fun IVE ever had nkt even in ny was it this fun. this girl I met we literally clicked instantly I love her she’s so fucking sweet and makes you feel drunk when your not but we went to a football game at a different school even tho ours was happening snd I met all her friends and they were so sweet omg but then we left halfway and went with these random guys that one of the girls knew (ik not to but we needed someone who had a license) and we drove to literal abandoned houses and had to walk on the pitch black streets and the guy had a fucking axe but omg is was sooo fun lkme scary obviously bc someone sometimes lives jm the abandoned houses but I’m acc so happy I moved

teamconrad_818

today’s my birthday but it feels so anticlimactic atlas or kai  from see me was right when he said they lose their spark

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@inkstainedfingers Thank youuu
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inkstainedfingers

@teamconrad_818 happy birthday love
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teamconrad_818

wtf do you mean Tmr is my first day of school junior year yay…. and im a transfer student too im so stressed genuinely but hopefully it’ll be good

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@sweetestcinnamonroll thank uu
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sweetestcinnamonroll

@teamconrad_818 || good luck, you cam do it
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bendme_over

Im really sorry about your parents? Are you ok though, they don’t physically (nor mentally) hurt, right? That would be child abuse and can be reported to the police (I’m pretty sure). Also you can talk to me if you want (use me as your therapist)

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@bendme_over not physically like when I was younger a bit but definitely mentally they’re so toxic I’ve thought about cutting them off once I turn18 but I won’t I’ll prob just focus more on myself.  I actually do have a therapist I had to convince them for adhd diagnosis but I kept her snd I love her am. I just have so much crazy shit that has happened like my aunt is psycho literally crazy, my parents suck but then I also feel guilt bc my dad has cancer snd then just so many other things. Bro my friend always says your life is like a reality show snd it desdass is. But thank u for letting me vent lol
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ughh rant bc why not my parents are fighting AGAIN literally the same argument they've been having for years its actually so annoying and sincee February she keeps saying divorce divorce divorce yet never even does it I cant. ive said so many fucking time just go to COUPLES THERAPY but my mom said she doesnt want someone telling her what. her problems are..... thats literally the whole fucking problem she can't communicate and just yells and has a victim complex. she deadasss just said only me and my dad will move to a new state and she will stay here its soo dramatic I can't they have literally ruined my perception of love

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@sweetestcinnamonroll omg thanks first of all but holy shit ru ok? trust things do always get better. idk if your still in high school but genuinely once you graduate life will be so much easier you’ll finally have room to breathe. I’m so sorry your going through all of that and ik things suck right now but things get worse before they get better
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sweetestcinnamonroll

@teamconrad_818 — happy early birthday! and i totally get what you mean, but we have to try to stay positive and strong, i know it's hard (saying this as someone who attempted a few weeks ago)
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@sweetestcinnamonroll our birthdays are even 3 days apart - mine is aug 18. but yes its soo draining I can't  and lit just makes it worse because my mom is such a bitch to me too its like im her competition and not her fucking daughter its just painful t this point.i was talking about it and literally started crying bc my friends all have super healthy relationships with their mom and I try to relate to them but its like a literal missing piece but anyways I hope everything works out for you as well im always here to vent
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