tethdam

/       hc:   guilt is something, amun carries with himself heavily. from the death of someone he didn't even know (terra) during wwiii, and even what happened to osiris. amun genuinely tries his hardest to be a hero, to be a force for good, he's not naïve, he know that sometimes you have to do something bad to do something good but the death of terra & the death of amun even sobek he wants to believe that he could've stopped it, that he should've stopped. he still thinks, he should've stopped adam, before he killed terra, before he had to fight the titans; before he had to go that far, but he didn't. and he still feels like it's something, he should've stopped sobek, he should've been there to stop amon from having killed the persuader, from having gone down that path, should've defended him from the titans in his time of need,   but he was powerless, both physically and literally (due to his bout with black mary at the time) he was able to get revenge on amon's killer, but even with that he feels guilty. he cared for sobek and just can't work out in his own mind how, he could just turn and do that to amon -- to anyone. and in his rage, killed him, which means he would never get the answers he wanted, he would never be able to understand.

andthundr

you don’t know me.

tethdam

@almitey            ❝  i never said i did.   ❞     holiest vessel, host of gods, amun nearly returned the glare, but decided against it. lightning popped around him,  and he took a moment to compose himself.            ❝  i just suggest you should take some time away. grieve for … your loss.   ❞     demi god frowns, critical stare levels on him.
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andthundr

/ i know u said intro but i lowkey was feeling anger irl so i decided to take it out here  
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tethdam

/       hc:   guilt is something, amun carries with himself heavily. from the death of someone he didn't even know (terra) during wwiii, and even what happened to osiris. amun genuinely tries his hardest to be a hero, to be a force for good, he's not naïve, he know that sometimes you have to do something bad to do something good but the death of terra & the death of amun even sobek he wants to believe that he could've stopped it, that he should've stopped. he still thinks, he should've stopped adam, before he killed terra, before he had to fight the titans; before he had to go that far, but he didn't. and he still feels like it's something, he should've stopped sobek, he should've been there to stop amon from having killed the persuader, from having gone down that path, should've defended him from the titans in his time of need,   but he was powerless, both physically and literally (due to his bout with black mary at the time) he was able to get revenge on amon's killer, but even with that he feels guilty. he cared for sobek and just can't work out in his own mind how, he could just turn and do that to amon -- to anyone. and in his rage, killed him, which means he would never get the answers he wanted, he would never be able to understand.

tethdam

BLACK    MARVEL     /    AMUN      MOUSSA     :      age: twenty seven, zodiac: capricorn, alias: black marvel, allies: black adam (teth adam) shazam family (billy, mary, freddy, etc.) orisis/isis, reserve titan, powers: imbued with shazam like powers by chanting the name black adam.
          a runaway from new york, amun lived on the street until along with others, was captured by felix faust to be sacrificed to free hades from tartarus, after saving him from the villain felix faust, black adam, during his tenure with the jsa, and taking a liking to amun's spirit, offered him a place in the black marvel family (one which he gratefully accepted)      /    amun assisted in black adam's world war three and was a member of the titans during the one year gap, (post death of conner kent/superboy) though he was one of the titans to left shortly after, he was one who had his powers stolen by mary marvel, but they were soon returned. shortly after, amun got 'involved" with sobek, a "friend" of osiris' & after his death, it was by his hands that sobek was torn in half.    after this, adam & isis, ordered amun to go on a break & grieve. currently, he's assisting freddy freeman (captain marvel jr.)