✍︎︎Ray♫

soooo i've decided to delete my past works and start on some new ones. they haven't been successful and I feel like if i just went for a new writing style completely then i might have more success, but until then, i no longer have The Black Rose or Love Is Blind on my page anymore. I want to thank those who DID read the books and supported me, I appreciate it. i will be starting on a fresh slate.

“get his ass” is so hilarious. its like the modern version of “seize him”

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          im already writing another book
          
          someone stop me

The Black Rose was originally going to be Shooting Goals back in 2023 of November after I finished Love Is Blind, but I had major writers block and quit writing Shooting Goals. It wasn't until May 2024 that I started to write Shooting Goals again, but then I soon changed it to The Black Rose. It was GOING to be the same plot as Shooting Goals, but I got writers block again, and later figured out why. I wasn't coming up with the right ideas for the plot. So I soon, all-together, the plot as well. So technically, it's been a year and almost 5 months since I started The Black Rose. i enjoy writing books. i enjoy being able to just spend time to myself to get lost in my thoughts, and instead of drowning in them, putting them off or overthinking, i can just put them on paper and turn it into a book. Love Is Blind was a book based off of the type of fantasy-love i wished for back then. now, I realize how stupid i sounded writing that. not to mention the TERRIBLE grammar, multiple repeats, and just terrible and confusing storyline. The Black Rose took longer than Love Is Blind because instead of PLANNING the plot, I just wrote whatever my mind came up with. which I found is way easier. The Black Rose is inspired by Terrifier (if you couldn't tell by one of the main characters), but in my OWN plot. I made my OWN storyline to the Terrifier movies. Which is why it's classified as horror. anyways, i enjoy writing books also because i get to let other people have the opportunity so see my creative mind. i don't get to do that very often, because my art kinda sucks. creating books is one of the few things I'm good at, and it's one of the things i enjoy making for others to enjoy. i am one of those people who enjoy seeing people enjoy my work or like what i do. it makes me happy to see people reading my books, even if they're terrible, or even if it's just a small amount.

well. a year and a half later.. it's published and done.

almost done writing!! finishing Chapter 6, then the last chapters and then i can finally publish it! 
          
          guys im so unmotivated and tired to finish writing today though I've been scrolling on Facebook and talking to literal bots most of the day today :')

i got too excited and already made my book cover lmao. YALL DONT GET TO SEE IT UNTIL THE BOOK COMES OUT THOUGH HAHA

guys.. I FINALLY FINISHED MY BOOK!!! After so long of writing it, I finally finished it with 8 chapters!! now I gotta type it out, copy and paste it onto here when im done, make my book cover and then publish it!! I really enjoyed writing this one, and I'm glad I was able to stick with it this time!! I know it'll still be a bit before the book is actually done, but it won't be too much longer!! it'll be about another month or so before it's completely published! so WATCH OUT FOR THE BLACK ROSE!! 

hey so it's not gonna be out by the end of last year.. LMAO
          
          but it's almost done, idk when it'll be posted though. 

chat i got a new phone finally >0<