Hayy. Is it okay if I make this my diary for a second? hahaha xD Sorry. Ill make this quick. LOL Okay, so last night, I was listening to kpop songs. (Well ofcourse I only have kpop songs in my playlist) I decided to listen some EXO songs this time, cause ive been into BTS these last few weeks and also, i havent been listening to EXO lately bcuz of that. HAHA, oke so, I wanted a little bit noise pollution that time (ive been into noise polluted songs lately! and bts has a lot of that! and maybe thats why I like bts! lol) so I chose overdose of exo-k, after enjoying it and lip syncing and stuff I scrolled down and saw 'heart attack' (to kpopers ofc u know that hahaha) suddenly, I thought of the time where I first met Luhan in his teaser. He was the protagonist there. Ok, so luhan, My ultimate bias among my biases. Hahaha! But then, I felt a bit scared of listening to it cuz I feel like, if I listened to it, it will just bring back hurtful memories and will just make me think of the future which i was always afraid of doing. (i have issues lol.) But, my mind insisted not minding my heart. Hahaha. drama. lol okay so, At the intro, I already felt a slight heart ache. I didnt want to get emotional so I immediately stopped listening before the intro even get to finish. I was already hurt. Ugh. Sorry for this crap. Hahaha I just had to share..Lol im such an idiot. LMAO
