alright i’m rewriting this message because wattpad deleted it and said it was too long. So here’s a brief version of what i wanted to say:
i have no idea what is happening with sparks. as of right now i don’t have any plans of continuing it. i know this might be dissapointing for some people to hear but let me explain. writing has always been something i have loved, a stress reliever that lets me escape. but this story turned writing into a stressor for me. it was an obsession, a really unhealthy one actually. i made this story my whole life and that was a problem, i never really felt like myself. i got so obsessed with reads and other peoples opinions that i let the story go on for way longer than i intended. i took a break from writing and it helped a lot, it also made me realize i’ve got a lot of personal matters i need to sort out for myself.
i have really appreciated all of your support for this story. i love these characters just as much as you do and i always planned on giving them a happy ending. i am grateful for everyone’s encouragement, it really has meant a lot to me.
lastly, i wanted to let everyone know that i will probably be deleting my tik tok and changing my username. i already deleted the videos of my face and i regret ever posting those. i ask that if you recognize me on other accounts that you don’t mention anything sparks of fanfic related. i know it’s my own fault for showing my face, but all i ask is that you respect my privacy. also i’m just tired of the nickname i gave myself and i’m looking for a fresh start.
well that’s all for now, i hope the new year treats you well!
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