I know i dont get personal with you guys but im like actually crying because im actually getting better, like i want to live i can picture my life and im happy right now i still need help with my internal process but im like getting better and its like surreal for me rn.
I just found out that my username is something else other than what i thought it was so of course im going to change it but number one my dumbass cant remember my password and number two wifi went out so now im waiting on that but until then i can just change my name.