the_shy_vampire

New chapter update 
          	I just published "35 : Falls" of my story "The Contract  [MinSung]". https://www.wattpad.com/1496385127?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=the_shy_vampire

the_shy_vampire

When the weight of your thoughts becomes too much to bear, and you yearn to break free. 
          
          But the pain has cut so deep to the core, 
          that it will keep lingering, refusing to fade.
          
          Those haunting thoughts taunt you, shattering your soul into a million pieces. 
          
          Yet, you'll put on a brave face, and whisper the familiar lie: "I'm okay... I'm fine."

Palabha21

@the_shy_vampire  bhaiii are you really fine ? By reading your this type of post  it seems like you need rest. I think you should rest and  have a believe that God is always with us. It is just hard time that will pass
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the_shy_vampire

Tears fell once more, and I couldn't explain why?
          
          I wanted to burst out the weight of my thoughts.
          
          I yearned to scream, to release the ache within my heart.
          
          But as someone approached, my tears retreated, and a forced smile spread across my face.
          
          "I'm okay," I said, the only words I could muster, hiding the turmoil within

TammieGravely

@the_shy_vampire Author, I'm sorry that your sad, please take of your mental health, I too cry for the state of the world and the and all the unnecessary hate, it sometimes it just feels overwhelming
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the_shy_vampire

@TammieGravely  thank you so much ❤️
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the_shy_vampire

I wanted to scream out loud..
          
          I wanna be myself I don't care  
          
          But I can't because those strings around my neck are holding me back. 
          
          I wanna run away from this... 
          I wanna tear off those strings but if I try the sharpness of those strings will only bleed my hands.

the_shy_vampire

 I hate everything, it hurts

Ally_Alexa_Blake

@the_shy_vampire I'm really sorry to hear that
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SamRelishian

@the_shy_vampire Am really sorry to hear that.
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the_shy_vampire

@SamRelishian no nothing is going to be fine again because my kitten died
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