thecolorfulowl

but ill be releasing info for new books soon :) have a good day at school

thecolorfulowl

im back to make stories, to make books. ITS MY SENIOR YEAR AND WHEN I TELL U IM READY TO HELP YALL THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL. 
          
          I REMEMBER MY SOPHOMORE YEAR SELF LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY AND IK HOW SOME THINGS ARE THAT SOME OF YALL GO THROUGH. 
          
          DONT GET THE IMPRESSION IM SOME HAPPY KNOW IT ALL DOING A COMMERCIAL CAUSE IM NOT & I STILL GO THROUGH IT
          
          I STILL HAVE ONE YEAR TO GO BEFORE I GRADUATE BUT I HAVE THESE THREE YEARS BEHIND ME
          
          IM READY TO SHARE MY EXPERIENCE, MY HUMOR, MY THOUGHTS, MY OPINIONS, AND MY STORIES W YOU.
          
          FIRST THING'S FIRST MY NAME IS ROB NOT CHEY. SO LETS GET THAT OUT OF THE WAY. SINCE WE'RE BEING REAL.
          
          but ill be trying to bring new projects soon. SO KEEP UPDATED. ONE OF THE THINGS IS A BIG SCRAPPING AND REWRITE OF THIS STORY YES HOMO BC UMM IT NEEDS TO BE DONE. ITLL BE SIMILAR BUT ITLL BE UHH...  HOW I SAY THIS UHHH.... OH! BETTER! 
          
          YOU ARE WHOLE AND WORTHY.
          
          The announcement is OVER NOW.
          
          *plays track 14 on ANTi: goodnight gotham*
          
          THATS MY EXIT MUSIC YALL SO LEAVE A COMMENT IF U WANT, VOTE IF YOURE READY OR JUST READ & GO BACK TO WHAT YOU WERE DOING.
          
          see you soon 
          goats!
          

thecolorfulowl

AHHHH I MISSED YOU TOO
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thecolorfulowl

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we all go through troubles but one thing that always helped is knowing it isnt only me.
          
          i liked a straight boy for 3 MAYBE EVEN LOVED but anyway i have a lot more to me (btw never like a straight boy youll ruin your life tbh) 
          
          BUT IM MOSTLY THROUGH IT & i wanna help yall. (LMAOO i just realized im talking like im oprah but oh well) IM still going through my own shit but actually writing this currently just made me realize 
          
          how strong i am.
          
          and how much shit i actually survived through.
          
          THIS IS FOR YALL INTROVERTS
          
          THIS IS FOR YOU CLOSETED LGBT PPL WHO STAY IN THE CLOSET BC OF CULTURE, FAMILY OR JUST YOUR OWN PERSONAL REASONS
          
          THIS IS FOR YALL WHO DONT THINK YOULL EVER FIND LOVE, YALL HOPELESS ROMANTICS (BC CURRENTLY IM ONE TOO) 
          
          THIS IS FOR U PPL WHO EITHER HATE SCHOOL OR ONCE DID IN THE PAST
          
          YALL PPL WHO HATE PUBLIC SPEAKING AND YALL WHO HATE CROWDED PLACES
          
          YOURE NOT ALONE
          
          THOSE PPL WHO FEEL BULLIED BY PARENTS
          
          YALL WHO THINK YOUR PARENTS ARE INSENSITIVE TO YOUR FEELINGS AND THINK YOURE BEING WEAK
          
          YOURE NOT
          
          THIS FOR YALL WHO HAVE TO DEAL W FAKE FRIENDS AND SNAKE
          
          FOR YALL WHO ARE IN SITUATIONS WHERE YOURE FORCED TO BE FRIENDS W PPL U DONT ACTUALLY LIKE
          
          FOR YALL WHO LIKE THAT STRANGE VICTORIOUS HUMOR BC I HAVE THAT STRANGE HUMOR THAT ILL BE MAKING STUFF W SOON 
          

thecolorfulowl

i think ive always had a passion for storytelling and developing characters & ive always appreciated the development of a character that makes you feel what they feel, cry when they feel sadness, start jumping w excitement when a big moment happens or smile warmly bc youre happy for that character
          
          OR MY FAVORITE IS WHEN youre reading the book becomes too much so u just pause for a moment stare into space and then come back
          
          BACK TO THE POINT tho, so my love for writing and doing this hasnt left but ive just been really busy w i guess life??? BUT IVE REALIZED THAT IM ALWAYS "BUSY" 
          
          & i keep pushing this off. i keep pushing my hobby off & it puts me into bad habits tbh and it makes me feel alone at times. 
          
          having friends and hanging out is nice but sometimes you just need some time ALONE we know this lmao we read wattpad
           
          AND IM DONE PUSHING IT OFF.
          
          i used to worry about things like "omg what if i return and write again but i worry to much about readers want?" "what if i dont upload every day?? will my readers still be engaged"
          
          And im over it now. im making what i want and i hope and think youll like it. 
          
          i find myself not being able to always act myself irl mainly at school but usually everywhere at times. 
          
          BUT YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME BEING THE REALEST ONE ON HERE.
          
          & I WANNA BE HERE FOR YOU PPL WHO WENT THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH. 
          

thecolorfulowl

HEY GOATS!  it has been so long omg. how've u been?? UPDATE ME!
          
          anyway tho ive been good and alive thanks for asking 
          
          but
          
          (excuse the lack of punctuation & capitalization)
          
          IM BACK!
          
          when i made this story in sophomore year i was honestly going through a lot so i thought making a story LITERALLY about my life would help me & it did. 
          
          but as you ppl who once read this over a year ago noticed, i stopped in the summer
          
          i gained a lot more confidence and kinda just grew as a person more. i became more social even tho im still awkward lmaoo
          
          ANYWAY X2 I was basically gone for the whole JUNIOR YEAR & i experienced a lot of stuff and new things but now it's SENIOR YEAR AND YOUR BOY IS BACK!