Guys… I feel like crying. There's a guy I've been in love with for two and a half years… he was so kind and nice to me and even knew about my feelings for that long. We never dated or really romanced each other, but I suppose we have seen each other more than just friends sometimes. However, in the next year, he started off being cold and ignorant towards me but I changed my class just for him. Last year and the year before we met, he was so kind and flirty and funny, I loved everything about him… until this year, when he was under the influence of bullies and became a rude and cold person. This year, I've learnt and realised how embarrassing I was and I've stopped doing that and focused on myself and my grades since he and I haven't talked for a whole year. And halfway, he was nice even though we never talked but now he is a total jerk and I still love him for who he WAS because I think that the old him, whom I fell in love with, is still in there. Today, I got to know that he likes someone else… I thought it was a rumour since the girl he likes is a pick-me and likes attention until he was literally being touchy and getting closer to her.
Was I the villain the whole time? I'd never hurt him or said anything to him…
