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Hey.. it's the first time I opened wattpad since 2 years I think.. this app changed totally, I read a thread on Instagram reels about this app and wanted to check how things are going here.. the people my age who used to use it in my time probably left and got busy with life.. Wattpad made my teenage years better and I'm thankful 

It sucks that I keep thinking about her.. worried about her I sadly care a lot about her.. she probably doesn't think about me once or twice through her day but she's on my mind all day from when I wake up till I fall asleep so late at night because I spent the night thinking about her.. it sucks how much I care about her it really do.. I miss being in her arms I miss sitting with her holding hands in the car at a clearance I miss her lips and kisses hugs and all the warmth she gave me.. I miss how safe I felt with her.. I miss her but I'm no one to her and that sucks so much and so bad.. I miss staring at her especially her eyes they are so adorable.. her dimple her dark dark hair her tan.. everything in her.. I miss everything in her.. I miss her calls whenever she texts me and I take too long to answer how much she used to get worried because I'm not answering.. she woke something in me and it's feelings.. I don't remember when was the last time I actually felt something and she woke that part in me.. I miss her

I wish I didn't care so much about people.. I wish I can be as emotionless as my mum describes me.. I wish I felt like most humans feel.. nothing 

I'm growing up.. I know that and I'm believing in me more im strong as hell most of the time.. somehow I still seem full of it.. full of life and love even through I'm unsure if I really am full of these.. maybe I'm faking them to make myself feel better.. I have moved on a lot of people through these years but each person took a part in me and each person has a place in me.. 

But for how long will we stay put together and dependant only on ourselves? Don't we all need that someone who'll care and want to see us succeed and get stronger, be there for us like a shadow when we are lonely and feeling numb to everything? For how long will we stand strong and tall all alone having everyday moving like any other day with no listening ear or shoulder to cry on? Our strength comes from our inside but we can't be mentally strong always we get weak and we need someone to support whatever strength we still have in us temporarily till we get stable again

hey, i know you dont know me, but i wanted to say thank you. you followed my old account and you were one of the few people that actually read my stories and supported them,, i just wanted to thank you for that and tell you that i really appreciate you. you brought me hope for my stories. even though im not writing anymore, you made me feel like i actually had someone that cared. so thank you.

I have no idea how on earth did you find me but YOU ARE AWESOME!!! Thank you so much for reading and voting Entwined ♡ I hope you’ll have amazing day cos you just made mine!!  It’s my baby and I really appreciate your support cos I know how it feels like to have none ♡     P.s. The second book Enamoured and spinoff Engulfed, Enthralled, Enchanted are available on Wattpad! ♡ 

Hey there! If you have the time, do check out my books. The new one is called "Imposed Vows". Thank you :) 

Can u give me feedback on my story plz it’s called Manhattan’s Elites by xXThe_Unicorn_GirlXx

Human
          
          Rag'n'Bone Man
          
          I'm only human
          I'm only, I'm only
          I'm only human, human
          
          Maybe I'm foolish
          Maybe I'm blind
          Thinking I can see through this
          And see what's behind
          Got no way to prove it
          So maybe I'm blind
          But I'm only human after all
          I'm only human after all
          Don't put your blame on me
          Don't put your blame on me
          
          Take a look in the mirror
          And what do you see
          Do you see it clearer
          Or are you deceived
          In what you believe
          'Cause I'm only human after all
          You're only human after all
          Don't put the blame on me
          Don't put your blame on me
          
          Some people got the real problems
          Some people out of luck
          Some people think I can solve them
          Lord heavens above
          I'm only human after all
          I'm only human after all
          Don't put the blame on me
          Don't put the blame on me
          
          Don't ask my opinion
          Don't ask me to lie
          Then beg for forgiveness 
          For making you cry
          Making you cry
          'Cause I'm only human after all
          I'm only human after all
          Don't put your blame on me
          Don't put the blame on me
          
          Oh, some people got the real problems
          Some people out of luck
          Some people think I can solve them
          Lord heavens above
          I'm only human after all
          I'm only human after all
          Don't put the blame on me
          Don't put the blame on me
          
          I'm only human
          I make mistakes
          I'm only human 
          That's all it takes
          To put the blame on me
          Don't put the blame on me
          
          I'm no prophet or Messiah
          Should go looking somewhere higher
          I'm only human after all
          I'm only human after all
          Don't put the blame on me
          Don't put the blame on me
          
          I'm only human 
          I do what I can
          I'm just a man 
          I do what I can
          Don't put the blame on me
          Don't put your blame on me