Heyy, so... I've been doubting some things about myself and I'm wondering if I'm asexual, if you know someone asexual who can share their experiences I'd be really glad because I don't really know if I'm overthinking it, or maybe I don't even overthink and I'm just being dramatic. But when I try to read smut it feels wrong, like, my body..."reacts"(?) but I feel disgusted or unholy even though I don't have a religion, I don't feel any pleasure reading it, I just feel blank or feel something in my belly like a rock in my stomach.
I know I shouldn't be bothering you with my inner problems and it's okay if you don't have an answer.
Sorry again for this mess, maybe I'm just being a normal person and dramatising it . Anyways, any help would be really useful (Maybe I'll post this somewhere else to get more answers but if you see this somewhere else, that's the reason)