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gagi dami pala nag-add to reading list ng GAILY, e d-delete ko na 'yon :'((

4am. may class pa ko mamaya kaya for sure sabog ako later. pero just out of nowhere, gusto ko magsulat ng scenarios of Ken with his fur pet, Kuro. 
          
          Wala lang lol. Wanna write again and do the things I love. 

i sometimes think life is getting heavier and heavier with the thought of myself not writing what i feel. like i'm trapped within words i could not fathom. it feels like vines and thorns are wrapped around my head, bleeding me but there's no blood to drip. 
          
          i just hate school so much, ok?

Merry Christmas to all of you!
          
          May we all find love and happiness on His birthday. May we all find hope and warmth in His presence for today. 
          
          I thank Him for giving me an outlet wherein I can give myself to. ❤️
          
          

miss na miss ko ng magsulat. i wanna feel the kilig again whenever i think of my characters' interaction. or the excitement when a new prompt comes to my mind. i wanna have my own bubble again, my own peace. 
          
          but life's such a hard time. i feel like i don't have energy at all the things i used to love. 
          
          i miss you, ci and ken.
          
          i'm sorry, vestre and ulan. 

mababaliw na ko pag di pa ko nagsulat dowbzowmbxis

My update isn't much better. But I'm pushing myself to finish this over. Then focus on Nov 29th. It isn't necessary now to end the story on Nov 30 of Epilogue. What's important is I'll be halfway when the year ends. Haha. 
          
          I honestly missed writing. I have noticed BIG MISTAKES with my writing. I was to oblivious of my wrongs at first; but I get them now. I was telling more than showing. I hope to work on that.
          
          Besides, another SB19 Fanfic is putting up red flag. I can't seem to ignore so maybe, I'll be posting it next year once Nov 29th is on its near ending. 
          
          I wish I can do this goals, tho. Because seriously, laziness and reality is taking a toll on me. I feel like rolling on a sand of pressured goals— a funny thought. 

feel ko ng bumalik HAHAHA. Badly wanna finish GAILY this year. maybe update latuuuur :))

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is it almost a week without an update? haha lol. i'm really sad i'm not in the mood in the past few days. like i was before. I really want to end them all within this year but life is a chaos and a whirlwind to me. (or more like my mind-fck is.) but whatever, i hope y'all staying safe!! 
          
          I dropped a new story, entitled November 29th!! It is now Stell Ajero's fanfiction :))