totallq-k1ller

hey it’s me noelle, some of y’all are probably pissed at me and that’s ok. i wanna say that my faking my death had nothing to do with “ getting more attention “. i did actually try to commit and was in the hospital for a while. my parents found out i had wp and didn’t rlly care that much but they said i can’t come back and to say i had done it so people wouldn’t annoy me bout what happened. and ur probably like “ well there is better options then saying you you died “ but i didn’t have a choice. my parents told me to do it, i tried to fight back and say that i should have just said im deleting the app. ( and if yk my parents can be very stupid sometimes ) i also wish that i would have been the one to tell yall that i was still alive but someone beat me to it. i have been working up the confidence to type this out and post it for a longgggg time. cause i felt like everyone would hate me for the whole situation. i hope everyone i have hurt is better now. also i wanna say thank you to ria for staying by my side, im not allowed to text her anymore and that broke my heart. i miss playing roblox with you ria. ok bye i love you all.

chxmpxngexxcoast

@totallq-k1ller 
          	  Omg I’m reading this now but I hope ur okay ml <3
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crousome

@totallq-k1ller oh my gosh, im so so sorry lovely. i know we only talked a few times but you acc seem so sweet, thats not fair. i really hope ur doing better now. that was so disrespectful of them to start talking about private information like that. esp when you trusted them. gosh i hate how mean ppl can be sometimes. i really do hope youre doing well now <3
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iay0moon

@totallq-k1ller i have no idea why that girl just went and told everyone when she didnt even know you're side. I hope you're feeling okay now
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adropofhumanity

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totallq-k1ller

hey it’s me noelle, some of y’all are probably pissed at me and that’s ok. i wanna say that my faking my death had nothing to do with “ getting more attention “. i did actually try to commit and was in the hospital for a while. my parents found out i had wp and didn’t rlly care that much but they said i can’t come back and to say i had done it so people wouldn’t annoy me bout what happened. and ur probably like “ well there is better options then saying you you died “ but i didn’t have a choice. my parents told me to do it, i tried to fight back and say that i should have just said im deleting the app. ( and if yk my parents can be very stupid sometimes ) i also wish that i would have been the one to tell yall that i was still alive but someone beat me to it. i have been working up the confidence to type this out and post it for a longgggg time. cause i felt like everyone would hate me for the whole situation. i hope everyone i have hurt is better now. also i wanna say thank you to ria for staying by my side, im not allowed to text her anymore and that broke my heart. i miss playing roblox with you ria. ok bye i love you all.

chxmpxngexxcoast

@totallq-k1ller 
            Omg I’m reading this now but I hope ur okay ml <3
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crousome

@totallq-k1ller oh my gosh, im so so sorry lovely. i know we only talked a few times but you acc seem so sweet, thats not fair. i really hope ur doing better now. that was so disrespectful of them to start talking about private information like that. esp when you trusted them. gosh i hate how mean ppl can be sometimes. i really do hope youre doing well now <3
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iay0moon

@totallq-k1ller i have no idea why that girl just went and told everyone when she didnt even know you're side. I hope you're feeling okay now
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