toupalik
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Tbh kinda feels weird writing this, but even though I dont use wattpad anymore its still really fun to look back on it.
I started this account back in 2021, and the only reason was to read the comments under one specific fanfiction since they were just really funny at the time. And then I started reading another one, another one and another... it kind of escaleted lol
Now during this I was really young, I dont feel like sharing my exact age, but I really shouldnt've been on here. But at the same time im extremely glad since I actually met a shit ton of amazing people. Even if I dont talk with a majority of them anymore.
Now wattpad is a place where I hold most of my cringiest memories, and while its embarassing remembering them, they still have a special charm and I hold them dear to my heart.
Honestly there are still some things I wish I could take back, even if not that major. To be fully honest I dont really like how I used to make annoucments saying to report certain people, even if they were bad this is a website to read... and while its still bad im pretty sure 90% of those accounts were to just ragebait. Im not trying to defend them - ragebaiting about serious topics is still bad. Although there is one person in specific that doesnt apply to. Im convinced they were just a genuienly bad person.
That aside however, wattpad, despite my turbulences on here, is still place I think I will always appreciate. Despite going on here once in a blue moon.
Its also fun seeing how much I've actually grown. I remember I used to be super shy when talking to people, and Im pretty sure some of my (now non-existent) DMs were proof of that. Now, while im still an introvrovert, its improved a LOT.
I've also grown interest in majority of new hobbies. I might get a piano this christmas, and for the past few months Ive been taking art more seriously. And im the happiest I can remember being.
I will probably cringe at this tomorrow. But I just wanted to say this.