Hiii... I don't even know what I'm doing right now but I'm crying so much like a fucking crazy. Wattpad really deleted my account because of reports.

At first I thought only Unspoken had been deleted because I didn't check the notifications properly so i was trying to unpublished all my stories and decided to take a break. But then I found out they were deleting my other stories too. While I was typing an email to Wattpad, I suddenly realized my entire account was gone. All those notifications were about that... and now everything is gone.

I'm really crying. I worked so hard on those stories. In real life I don't have many friends so I spent most of my time on Wattpad. Writing was the only thing I truly knew how to do and honestly I don't know what to do anymore. This account helped me through my depression, and I'll always be grateful to every single one of you for staying with me.

You guys wouldn't believe how hard I tried to save my account. I even uploaded chapters with 10k-20k words because fewer chapters meant my stories wouldn't stay in the highlights for too long. I kept starting new stories before finishing the old ones so they Would disappear from people's feeds. I did everything I could just so a few of you could keep reading my stories.

But even after all that.my account still got deleted.i am
So sad This so unfair.

Maybe I wasn't a good writer. Maybe that's why this happened to me. I know I wrote a lot of dark and messy things in my stories and if I ever hurt anyone by my stories my words or anything else I'm truly sorry. I hope you can forgive me.

Right now I don't have the strength to start over on Wattpad again. I hope you'll find another writer who gives you amazing stories and I hope you'll all be happy.

Please don't forget me.

Thank you for every read every vote, every comment every bit of love you gave me You all made me feel like I belonged somewhere and I'll never forget that
I love you all so so much.

Goodbye my all beautiful readers❤