emilie beacott

@vellichor_ i watched this omfgjs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUtVw7NMYoY
            
            i haven't watched those but i'd probably love to oh my god.  it's so weird thinking about it like??? there is space in between everything?? black holes are sucking in matter as we speak?????? asteroids are being hurtled in our direction as we speak??????????? galaxies are on their path in colliding????????????????? why are we not dead yet
            
            I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD TRY TO EXPLAIN HOUSES BUT I STILL CAN'T EXPLAIN THEM TO MYSELF. BUT IT'S LIKE . . . THEY'RE SO DIFFICULT TO EXPLAIN. GAAH.  They're kind of like your planet placements except they're not tangible like planets? Like, there's your 6th house or your midheaven and that's basically how you strive to present yourself. I think your 7th house is your descendant and also how you interact with people. But that's wayyy to complicated for me to even try to explain. It's much easier talking about the planets because people don't look at me like i'm /that/ crazy. 
            
            [i know omg this is so fun my inner geek has started crying] [ps sorry for replying so late, i went to sleep]

@twined you sound so dedicated like??? i would love to have your drive lmao 
            (psst, what are houses?)
            
            !!!! what was it? quantum physics is my nerdy niche and i love talking and learning about it so much aghh. have you ever watched "particle fever" or "cosmos"? they make my inner geek squeal like a pig
            
            lol, i feel that. like when my cousin [also science geek, it runs in the family] told me about my first theory, i had to take a step back and think about what the heck my life was. but learning about it is really interesting because then you can look at something weird and go "i know how that works".
            
            [this is so nice to talk to someone about this]

@vellichor_  haha i remember  when i literally knew nothing. now i run a tumblr dedicated to it though and im learning about the houses (first through the twelfth) and  what they mean. it's more like a hobby than anything but it's so cool! i know all my planet placements  and can probably tell people pretty accurate descriptions of them if i knew their placements as well so i'm pretty proud of that.
            space like fascinates me so much. i recently watched a documentary on space....like the space between atoms and everything relative to it. i died a little