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So i wont write smth big since imma pretty pretty bored and tired but well i want yall to know that i love hyyh era,it was always my favorite and you know, it makes me feel alive cause i cant really feel alive when i dont do smth extreme yk so yeah i just love the feeling of aliveness yk? It makes me feel alive and like kind of free ,this warm feeling i always have in my chest and stomach leaves freeing me making me feel nostalgic but at least it makes me feel alive. Like you know feeling alive doesnt mean you feel happy.. And seeing hyyh era makes me think a lot like a lot thinking that i actually can be understood.. Maybe not from a therapist a phychatrist but maybe from somebody who shares similar thoughts to mine. Jimin is the one that makes me feel more that way if i have to be honest.Jimin always made me feel loved and happy and the one that makes me more haply is the fact he made me feel understand.And every bts members say we should enjoy our youth so i feel so fucking sad knowing i cant bc i cant. Run gives me aliveness hyyh era makes me feel alive understood not lonely.. Felling not lonely is a great feeling.. Bc i think lonely isnt about having smb next to you existing. I think lonely is about feeling misunderstood, different, seperated from othets as a mind as a character as a person. Anyways thats it bye