*̥₊˚‧✶⠀𝙺𝙰𝚁𝚂.

☞  ᜰ  id. @ultimaztec !   ──
            
            it was  ?  *  he asked,  the question short  &  quiet almost,  far too focused on the other’s presence to even note the eagerness he felt towards his return.  kira couldn’t understand why he felt like this,  ever since his turn he found himself becoming  . . lonely whenever kars wasn’t present  —  like a piece of himself was missing.  he tried his best not to be overbearing,  but he couldn’t help himself from following the aztec around or requesting his presence consistently,  he just felt so connected to him.  the male held onto lightly,  one of his hands hesitantly reaching out to grasp at kars’ own,  intertwining their fingers together absentmindedly  *  hm  ?  *  he hummed out,  taking a second to process what was asked before it hit him,  finally noticing his behavior,  embarrassment flooding through him  *  o  —  oh  !  i, ah, i did.  &  i just laid down in bed for the most of the day,  that’s all  —  *  he muttered softly,  unconsciously giving the other’s hand a light squeeze  * 

෴ .⠀ @moriketsuki ⠀ ▏⠀' ＆
            
            that was the fastest i've seen you move since you've transformed,  kira.   it's nice to see you finally using your abilities.   *   it was such an odd thing to kars,  yet he wouldn't voice it.   even with wamuu   &   santana by his side,  he hadn't seen someone so enthusiastic to greet him in millenniums.   *   you missed me,  you say  ?   well,  i'm back now,  so there's no need to fret.   what did you do whilst i was gone  ?

how lucky that he had something called self - control,  instantly stopping himself from going any further,  teeth grazing against him.  once the hand had been retracted,  his head dropped slightly,  his own hand coming up to poke at his teeth,  pulling back once he felt a small point prick his fingertip  *  why are they like that  ?  *  he asked aloud,  not fully knowing whether it was directed towards kars or himself.  his mind tried to come up with a logical explanation,  but the answer he finally had gotten from kars made it go blank.  he didn’t say anything at first,  finally realizing how cold he felt  . . .  a hand drifted over his chest,  placing it where he would feel his heart,  but he felt nothing beating.  his gaze remained on the ground,  letting it sink in as he slowly began to realize what exactly kars meant  *  then  . . . what am i  ?  you made me immortal  . . .  is that why you asked me all those questions before  ?  *  it was all starting to make sense now,  head beginning to pound whilst shifting in place.  he knew what death felt like,  he ran into it one too many times to not know  —  &  this certainly felt like one of those times.  death was clinging to him,  yet it wasn’t able to take him  . . .  he knew his life now was completely in the hands of the ultimate lifeform before him  *  i feel cold  . . .  sore all over,  my body aches.  it’s hard to move  —  everything is too much  . . .  it feels strange to look at anything  &  every single noise hurts my ears  . .   *  he still answered his questions,  more as a way to distract himself from accepting this new fate than having to allow it to settle with him  * 

☞  ᜰ  id. @ultimaztec !  ──
            
            *   for a moment the anxiety rising within him came to a halt  —  hearing kars of all people talk in such a gentle way  (  his voice was still a bit much for his newly adjusting senses,  hearing it echo through his ears  )  was enough to make him still.  he had to admit though,  it was nice,  enough to bring him a sliver of comfort.  his lips parted slightly to say something,  a few stammers coming out of him as he tried to respond  *  h — hi  . . .  *  that was the single,  quiet word that came from him after a moment of silence,  his own tone filled with a lingering confusion as he tried to assess the situation.  &  what kars had said after his greeting brought back the tenseness in his nerves  —  why did he say that  ?  once the aztec was squatted in front of him,  the male found himself being able to push up his body,  resting on his knees as his hands planted on the ground,  inching a bit closer towards him  (  it seemed as like he didn’t care what kars had done,  he didn’t understand yet,  but all he cared about was being able to be close to him.  )   *  please,  can you expl  —  . .  *  kira began to say,  but the sudden feeling of his hand holding his face made him stop.  even his actions were soft,  allowing kars to do what he wanted without any signs of fear  —  kira even gently grasped at his wrist,  rubbing his face slightly against his palm as he released a sigh he didn’t even know he’d been holding in.  he had been so immersed that he didn’t even take notice of the comment coming from,  only seeming to snap out of his daze as he felt his mouth being pried opened.   the abrupt action made his jaw ache,  letting out a slight noise of discomfort as he looked up at him.  soft, hot puffs of air hit against kars’ hand,  an intrusive thought sneaking its way into kira’s mind  —   /  bite  / him.  pointed teeth hesitantly began to lower,  poking at the skin they desired so badly to break through,  to sink into  &  make bleed. 

front of kira,  only a foot or two away.   *   hello,  kira.   it's about time that you've awoken.   for a second there,  i thought that you would become a meal instead of an accomplice.   *   his voice was reasonably softer considering the tone he usually spoke at,  all for the sake of the young vampire below him   (  though his words would still seem loud enough to kira.  )   he squatted low,  nearly at eye  -  level with the other when doing that,  before propping his cheek against his broad palm.   he watched the male bite at his own tongue,  a soft  "tsk"  leaving his lips as he did so.   he then let go of his own face in favor of cupping the other's cheek :  grip somewhat gentle as he tiled his head,  assessing him from various angles.   *   it seems as if you've found a part of your new additions.   let me see them :  go one,  smile for me.   *   the command didn't mean much,  considering that even if kira did smile,  kars as still quick to pull back his mouth,  wedging both his index   &   thumb in between the rows of teeth.   he studied these briefly,  mentally taking notes of all the changes he assessed.   *   interesting.   they're not as long as mine,  yet that's to be expected.   *   he removes his hand from the other's mouth,  absentmindedly wiping the saliva on his loin cloth before continuing.   *   hm  ?   ah,  yes    ..    of course you need a bit of an explanation.   well kira,  to keep this summary short   &   simple,  you've crossed the bridge from mortal to immortal.   you're no longer a human.   *   he wasn't sugar coating a thing,   &   he didn't care about giving kira time to process the news :  hell,  he didn't care about that.   *   tell me,  how do you feel  ?   what are things around you like  ?

☞  id. @ultimaztec  ᜰ   *  there was a moment of hesitance, his mind practically screaming at him to keep his gaze elsewhere — yet the dread of the consequences he may face if he didn’t listen was what caused lilac hues to finally gaze up towards him. the atmosphere felt so heavy, suffocating kira as he stood there  &  tried desperately to slow down his racing heart  *  no, i’m not  .  .  *  he replied, managing to hold back the tremble in his voice that threatened to overtake those words, letting out a quiet sigh. a light frown threatened to tug at the corners of his lips as kars spoke, but he was able to control himself from doing so, keeping a plain, albeit cautious, facade upon his face  *  ah, well, yes  —  *  kira began, stopping momentarily as the being moved closer in, body stiffening before he continued  *  you just seemed very  .  .  upset with me.  *  that was as lightly as he could put it, clearing his throat quietly afterwards, silence filling up the area between them  —  till kars’ laugh pierced through the air, making the blonde flinch in response. listening to the reason behind as to why he still was able to stand where he was today made him feel humiliated  .  .  .  the only reason kars was glad he was alive was because he found him  /  entertaining  /  ?  a small noise came from him, slipping out silently from his throat whilst he shifted uncomfortably in place  *   what  —  ?  * was what stupidly left him at first  —  that whole situation was just  .  .  .  a misunderstanding  ?  normally, kira would have bitterly laughed at anyone else who said such a thing, but he found himself being consumed by worry. that fiasco was a /  misunderstanding  /   in the eyes of kars  ?  he couldn’t believe what he just heard, finding himself merely shaking his head as the words tumbled from his lips  *  n  —  no, i don’t have harbor any hard feelings towards you either  .  .  .  

෴ .⠀ @incarnasives ⠀ ▏⠀' ＆
            
            look at me when you speak to me  ,   yoshikage.   &   speak up.   it's unfitting of a man your age   &   profession to mumble like a child reciting a poem in front of their educators.   are you a child  ,   yoshikage kira    ?    *    though the beginning sentence was one which sounded quite cold  ,   his demeanor changed as he continued to speak.   it sounded as if    ..    as if the god was TEASING the male.   oh    /    boy.    /    *    as of recently  ,   you've been acting as if you are one.    *    crimson hues narrow onto the blond  ,   a simple look  ,   &   the male's lips quirk for a millisecond    ..    almost as if he was wearing a smug smirk.   however  ,   the moment quickly passed.    *    ..    is that your reasoning    ?    *    he paused.   his gaze seemed to darken for a moment   ,,    &   he took a step forward    ..    stature tall   &   threatening.   then    ..    he laughed.   the sound dark   &   deep as a smug smirk cascaded onto the ultimate lifeform's lips.    *    oh how you amuse me  ,   kira.   i'm glad i didn't kill you.   you   &   your stupid assumptions    ..    why wouldn't i want to see you after what happened    ?    that incident between us was just a misunderstanding.   i have no hard feelings to you    ..    do you have any towards me  ,   KIRA    ?

☞  id. @ultimaztec  ᜰ  ah, well  .  .  yes, we do.  *  he muttered quietly whilst lightly nodding his head, trying his best to give the other a simple glance, though kira found it difficult to do so without a shiver running down his spine. the god’s presence felt overwhelming to say the least, slightly shifting where he stood as he attempted to calm his nerves  —  it wasn’t all that helpful in the end, his heart spiking as he heard the last question. his face paled, managing to stifle the gasp that almost left him before answering  *  n — no  ! not at all  !  *  he answered, swallowing harshly to push the lump that formed in his throat down  *  it’s just that  —  .  .  i didn’t think you’d want to see me after what happened  .  .