Bennett !

/ i hate being sofucking lonely ihaye it htaeit hate it
          i wanna be withsomeone but itll take ASS LONG for me to like slmeone romantically
          i fucking hate bejng skngle
          and it just doesnt stopbthere
          im so sensitive to so many things its not even fucking funny
          sometimes i just wantto kms
          i sont want to live withveujbf lonely and sensitive
          i also dont want to live my asshole of a dad
          i hate it here somiuch
          but the only reason i dont hurt nyself in any way shape or form because pf my friends and im too scared to feel pain 
          ivjust want to move put of this house and start new 

/ i woke ip like two hours ago ish?
          but i feel a little better from last night, for context sonce i linda forgot to add context since i was really not okay, i saw a ss about smth they said and i knew it was about me
          and then after having multiple breakdowns within two hours, i saw another ss of them saying they didnt mean it and now i jutst
          dont know how to feel
          i feel like the person that showed me the ss shpuldnt be my friend anymore but thwy make me happy and they were the first person i cpuld be myself around
          i just dont want to drop them bc of so many reasons but at the same time i shpuld bc theres just so many red flags i feel like- idk i just
          feel ao drained now

/ im so fucking done with my ex i cant oh my god
          whywhyhwyhwywhwtt
          i do care for people im not an asshole im not an asshole
          i care for peopel
          i evene felt guilty for hagingbtoy
          i was beung honest
          i wasnt kying so peopel would likenem
          i woudlnt be able to live wirhmysefl if i did fhat
          i dropepd them in march and theyre still somehow in my life i hate ut here sao much why

/ wattpad doesnt give me notifs im gonna riot

/ today was great omg

/ time to speedrun my history essay ig

/ hey sharties i have a genshin server made specifically for theories and hellong others with builds etc B) heres the link https://discord.gg/kq6Qkgsn

bennett penned by bennett -

/ my s/o fell for a dn joke lolol

/ ive rlly lost faith in some of the genshin community oh lord
          all i have to say is the childe and ganyu comic
          and then i went on their twt
          and yea