upskyedown

alright, i was doing fine even though i had read and taken in the fact that it's ultimately time for Jin to go to the military but i still managed to tear up when i saw his shaved head. it suddenly dawned upon me that yes, finally, it is time. like an epiphany. i know, poor joke but it's a coping mechanism. it's childish and foolish i know, sometimes you can't control it and let the tears flow.

upskyedown

alright, i was doing fine even though i had read and taken in the fact that it's ultimately time for Jin to go to the military but i still managed to tear up when i saw his shaved head. it suddenly dawned upon me that yes, finally, it is time. like an epiphany. i know, poor joke but it's a coping mechanism. it's childish and foolish i know, sometimes you can't control it and let the tears flow.

upskyedown

it's been a hot minute, i feel like i'm stepping in a new territory

upskyedown

@strxwberry_koushi truth! it's been swept, not even under the rug but the crust.
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strxwberry_koushi

@upskyedown wp has officially been forgotten :P
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strxwberry_koushi

hello! how are you? it's been a while <3

upskyedown

@strxwberry_koushi it's sad isn't it? turning into an object to please people. if you don't perform well, you're useless. if you perform well then you get objectified even more. 
            
            please don't even fret it, i've been barely active here as well. thank you very much! it went well! 
            
            you'll grow on her, maybe she's still in the introduction phase? i agree, during quarantine we watched anything we got recommended, no amendments. sure, i'll watch a fly get hit with the electric swatter, why not?
            
            thank you!! i'm good, better than before! hope you're doing well too, take care! <3 <3
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strxwberry_koushi

@upskyedown OH MY GOD FR T_T school after a point just doesn't feel the same anymore. the importance of studies and your importance in the eyes of other people gets reduced to the marks you get on a test and it sucks. 
            
            oh my god im so sorry for replying late but belated happy birthday <333 i hope your exams went well :D
            
            she has started to show a little bit of affection but still doesn't like to be held for too long T_T and about the binge-watching issue, i think it's a problem with almost everyone nowadays. i mean, who doesn't like to watch cat videos?
            
            also belated merry christmas and happy new year, i hope you're doing fine <3
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upskyedown

@strxwberry_koushi schools are so weird, they make sure that you experience the deathly levels of rage, anxiety, trauma and what not before you pass out. i kind of feel the same way, i don't bother to learn anything because i have no enthusiasm left in me. 
            
            21st december but i'll probably be crying over exams aaahhh WHY??
            
            thank you very much! ngl this made me very happy because i'm always caved in with no interactions other than my mom, so tysm!!!
            
            awwee gingers are adorable (they all are ofc)! sounds like your typical cat haha, she'll start giving in soon- maybe, idk i never had a cat or a pet of any sort- i'm speaking this from the experience of watching 20 million 30 seconds of yt shorts surrounding pets which might slightly be a binge-watching issue.
            
            anyway, hope you and your cat are well! merry christmas and a new year in advance! <3 <3
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