user95442351

Hey guys just need to vent so here i go why!WHY!do you hate me so much i know i am worthless i know i am ugly i know i am nothing but a monster that puts myself first that take her own life if she had a chance why is this happening i am so stupid to think that i had friends that care about me but i dont all of my friends use me or backstab me can you see it in my eyes a child's spark light up the night constant search for approval suffocated by refusal devouring my skull but never feeling full i dont want to be a burden the overactive thoughts of an believer the toxic thoughts of an overachiever you can feel the way my heart breaks over and over again till it will never be fixed but let me tell you something everthing is temporary but this feeling is so scary someday you will realize that thoughts are so heavy don't mean your unsteady but getting to know someone that you never knew. You
          	

SamIsWeird69

You helped me, I'll help you. If you ever need someone to vent to, you can always talk to me. 
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user95442351

Hey guys just need to vent so here i go why!WHY!do you hate me so much i know i am worthless i know i am ugly i know i am nothing but a monster that puts myself first that take her own life if she had a chance why is this happening i am so stupid to think that i had friends that care about me but i dont all of my friends use me or backstab me can you see it in my eyes a child's spark light up the night constant search for approval suffocated by refusal devouring my skull but never feeling full i dont want to be a burden the overactive thoughts of an believer the toxic thoughts of an overachiever you can feel the way my heart breaks over and over again till it will never be fixed but let me tell you something everthing is temporary but this feeling is so scary someday you will realize that thoughts are so heavy don't mean your unsteady but getting to know someone that you never knew. You
          

SamIsWeird69

You helped me, I'll help you. If you ever need someone to vent to, you can always talk to me. 
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