I don’t think I can do this anymore guys
My life is falling apart. Well, at least my mental health is. I cant work on this EreMika story anymore, mainly because it only makes me more depressed, but also because I’ve been receiving a generous amount of dispute over it. I know this is to be expected because Eren x Mikasa is a pretty controversial ship in it of itself, but it’s getting to a point where I cant handle it.
It’s taken a lot out of me to be able to even admit this to a bunch of strangers online. My depression has gotten so bad that I’ve begun to isolate myself from my friends and family, only leaving the house for school when necessary. My pet just died recently too, and without her, I just feel like I can’t even function.
(tw suicide: skip this paragraph if u need to) to those of you that know about my poor relationship with suicide, you would know that I’ve nearly taken my life in the past as well. Except this time, I was so close, and had my sister not found me I would be dead right now.
