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New part out now! 
          	Go check it out and LMK what you think in the comments 
          	Hope y’all like it x

vdw_joni

Outer banks?! 
          
          I’m so sad with the end… 
          I can’t believe it. We won’t see him again in S5. 
          It won’t be the same without him.  
          He was THE Pogue and my favourite character… I’m going to miss him so bad.
          
          RIP JJ ❤️‍

vdw_joni

I’m still in shock about Liam Payne’s sudden passing. I still can’t believe that this is real and that he’s actually gone. As a longtime One Direction fan, it feels surreal to say goodbye to one of the 1D boys so early. Liam had his struggles, and the hate he faced the past few years/months only made things even harder
          for him mentally. I hope he’s at peace now and that he knows how much his fans loved him. 
          
          My thoughts are with his family, especially his son Bear, all his friends and his girlfriend Kate.
          
          RIP Liam ❤️‍

vdw_joni

@reddychloe123 I really expected Zayn to say something about it, honestly. Louis’s message hit me the hardest, especially his words about Bear and the “sleep well x.” Zayn’s message was also deeply emotional it felt like he carried some guilt, which really made me cry lol. Overall, the messages from all four boys were emotional and beautiful written. ❤️‍
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reddychloe123

@vdw_joni I think Zayn’s one got to me the most because I just wasn’t expecting him to post about it 
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vdw_joni

@reddychloe123 the boys their messages absolutely broke me. It’s then when it actually hit me that he’s gone. But like you said it hasn’t really sunken in yet and I find myself thinking a lot about him throughout the day. I hope he knows and sees from up there how loved he is and how much he’s been missed ❤️‍
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vdw_joni

Hi loves,
          
          I’m sorry for not posting in a while. My summer vacation was quite busy, and a lot has happened in my personal life.
          
          I’ve started working on a new chapter, so there’s something in my drafts that I hope to publish soon. I also began college this year, which has been a big change for me and leaves me with less time to write.
          
          I want you to know that I haven't forgotten about you guys and that I’m doing my best to update this story. I’m really really sorry for the wait. I write whenever I find the time and get new ideas.
          
          XXX 
          

vdw_joni

Hi guys! 
          
          I’m sorry I haven’t been active for like a few months. I really am trying to write something for y’all and im sorry for letting you guys wait for this long! I do have something in my drafts it just isn’t finished yet.  
          
          I don’t know when it will come online but just know I haven’t forgotten about you guys! 
          
          I’ll be back!  <3 
          
          

vdw_joni

Mount has officially said goodbye to Chelsea. I’m not good! I’m going to miss seeing him play in blue…  

wildnmore

@jonivdw_ ikr it's so fking sad and unfair istg
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vdw_joni

@wildnmore fr im so sad. I’m also so disappointed in Chelsea like they didn’t even give him a proper goodbye post. Only one post while others players who haven’t been at the club for ages get 3… like give him so respect he has done so much for that club and they treat him like this now?!
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wildnmore

@jonivdw_ don't get me started on that I'm literally heartbroken 
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vdw_joni

CHELSEA WON! I’m screaming of joy! What a massive 3 points! COYB! <33

rxndkk

@jonivdw_ alr take ur time love
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vdw_joni

@rxndkk I’m sorry i haven’t posted in a while. I’m really trying to do my best x
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vdw_joni

I’ll be trying to post a new one soon. School has been keeping me very busy and in a few weeks my exams are starting 
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vdw_joni

I went to my first Chelsea game today, but so so disappointed that we didn’t win cuz we definitely deserved it. I’m also very sad that I didn’t see mason play… but yk I’m very happy and grateful that I was there. 
          
          Hopefully we’ll win against Liverpool this Tuesday! <33