verstappen01

Guys, I’m so sorry. The past two months were already hard for me, but I never imagined that January would turn out even worse. I really wanted to write again, and I actually managed to start a few days ago. 
          	But yesterday, I went to visit a close friend in the hospital… and she passed away. 
          	I still can’t fully process it. I’m still in denial. 
          	I’ve known her since kindergarten. We were classmates from then all the way until 10th grade, so we didn’t just grow up alongside each other, we grew up together. She was part of my childhood, my teenage years, my normal. Our lives were so intertwined that it feels wrong, almost impossible, to imagine a world where she doesn’t exist anymore. 
          	Our moms were friends too, which makes it hurt even more. She wasn’t just someone I knew from school, she was part of our lives, part of our families. Losing her feels like losing a piece of my past. 
          	I’ve had headaches for two days straight now from crying so much. Everything feels heavy and unreal, and I don’t know how to move forward yet. I just needed to say this and let it out.
          	
          	I promise I will finish the story. I just need a few days to get myself together. I hope some of you are still here by the time I reach the end. Please give me a little time, I’ll start writing again soon.

Sam912215

@verstappen01 Take care, author. First, give yourself the time to heal  Everything will be alright
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verstappen01

Guys, I’m so sorry. The past two months were already hard for me, but I never imagined that January would turn out even worse. I really wanted to write again, and I actually managed to start a few days ago. 
          But yesterday, I went to visit a close friend in the hospital… and she passed away. 
          I still can’t fully process it. I’m still in denial. 
          I’ve known her since kindergarten. We were classmates from then all the way until 10th grade, so we didn’t just grow up alongside each other, we grew up together. She was part of my childhood, my teenage years, my normal. Our lives were so intertwined that it feels wrong, almost impossible, to imagine a world where she doesn’t exist anymore. 
          Our moms were friends too, which makes it hurt even more. She wasn’t just someone I knew from school, she was part of our lives, part of our families. Losing her feels like losing a piece of my past. 
          I’ve had headaches for two days straight now from crying so much. Everything feels heavy and unreal, and I don’t know how to move forward yet. I just needed to say this and let it out.
          
          I promise I will finish the story. I just need a few days to get myself together. I hope some of you are still here by the time I reach the end. Please give me a little time, I’ll start writing again soon.

Sam912215

@verstappen01 Take care, author. First, give yourself the time to heal  Everything will be alright
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LLOUDATELIER

Author, did you unpublished chasing her?

cbb333

Lolol valid 
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verstappen01

@LLOUDATELIER yeah HAHAHHHA. One of my friends who’s a minor recently discovered it, so I kinda panicked. I’ll be publishing them later along with the new chapter <3 sorry!
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dezaal

How r u after today's press con? Damn I'm so heartbroken :((( Hopefully you still keep going to write about them. At least their story are happy ending in BLANK and fanfic.. AND I hope their gonna have their real happy ending. So sad

dezaal

@verstappen01 oh my.. yeah you need to rewrite the chapter again,is a hard work. Fighting author!!!!
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verstappen01

@dezaal midterms are finally over, about the next chapter, i changed everything cause i didn't like where it was going lmao
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dezaal

How's your midterms? Hope you are doing great!
            
            I've been rereading your story while waiting for your new update :(..
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