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@vexoutz hello vera, i dont think we've talked in the past but i do remember seeing your account around here and although im not your intended audience, yk part of people you meant it for, still reading this as i came across your profile, i had to stop by that these paragraphs may be the most relatable, touching and beautiful thing ive ever read on this app. seriously. bc i feel like we can all relate to what youve written, and okay maybe i cant speak for others, but i can speak for me and tell you that i relate to this too damn hard. forming friendships and connections and getting attached to people on here and wanting to some day meet them yet knowing you probably wont, no matter how dear these friends you made here became in your heart. yet you will always remember them. traces of them in your day to day, and truth is we all would love to stay here wrapped in our own little world that is this comforting orange app and its amazing people in it but truthfully we're all ought to leave some day and try to move on with bigger things in life that prohibit you from having any time to come back on here. and in the midst of it all, you find yourself changing who you were, who your friends knew you as, bc we all change with time. yet these memories will last forever (at least for most of us at least) and i also think your friends will be understanding and thank you for this message. so now all i can say is vera, wishing you live an amazing life ahead. from a fellow stranger in this little orange app, take care beautiful girl <3

she lost herself in the process of being there, trying harder than it was needed and in the end what happened? everything faded, only the memories remained, i so very dearly cherish the moments we created, i miss & love the people i met, i remember each and everyone, God i remember how i used to give dumb nicknames to people & sticked to it like it was the second name & it escaped my lips so freely, it sounded so good even tho the nicknames were questionable but the fact that those were the names i get to hear in my daily life, and now when i hear them, it reminds me of you guys, i smile, i get teary and somehow, it stays with me, i will always love you from far away, sitting in the corner of the earth, praying for your growth and wishing you well, always and forever, forgive me if i ever hurted any of you, i think i deserve it atleast? it would mean so much to know that im in your memories as a person you once loved, so i just hope we are both praying for one another's life to be always joyful, that's what matters, right ? thank you for reading, i dont hope for a response, i just hope that you know your vera was here and she wanted to deliver this message so y'all know she's fine, don't worry, just take care of yourself, i love you <3
          	  
          	  - your vera ★

directed to my people ;
          	  
          	  if any of you are going to read this ever, know that i never stopped missing you guys, i cherish the memories, i love you all, always will, i keep thinking about everyone at random hours, wondering what you guys are up to, how are you doing, if you met someone else who reminded you of me, if you remember meeting me, if you think the same way as i do, if you are doing alright, if you have moved on in life, i want to know everything but at the same time, i cant bring myself to reach out again and open the doors for something i know i cant keep up with, i know i will disappear again, i know i got too attached and in the end, it was too hard to heal and get myself away from the feeling that one day everyone will move ahead in life and at that time it will hurt more, we say we can keep a friendship forever but its easy to say, we love the thought of it but online friendship brings so much joy and then so much pain too because deep down we know, we will never cross paths, it hurts, it always hurted to know that i was so attached, i wanted to meet, i wanted to stay forever but i also knew it cant last forever, i took my days, weeks, months, years to heal and im still healing because nobody hurted me, it was always me who hurted myself, i was always a overthinker, i still am, i cant help it, i want to come back but the fact that i have changed so much in the past few years i dont even recognise myself anymore, its painful to admit that you will find the fragmented memories of the vera you knew in me but you will realise shes lost somewhere in those cherished moment and the girl talking to you has changed so much, i miss myself but at the same time, i miss what made me ME around you guys, it was always about my people, vera was always for her people but who was she for herself?