Non-Beenary

Bees

*boop!*
          
          you have been booped!~ put this on 20 other profiles and let the chaos spread!

*boop!*
          
          you have been booped!~ put this on 20 other profiles and let the chaos spread!

Hello lovelies~! How are you? I hope everyone's doing good. Just wanted to let you all know that yes, I am still alive. I'm working on chapter 2 of my new headcanon/lore boom 'My L'manburg' and it will be done by Sunday, I promise. Bye loves!

HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR!! ❤️ I hope everyone has a great New Years! I won’t be online so I wanted to tell you before I got too busy! Love y’all! 

Soooo here’s some stuff you probably didn’t want or find necessary for u to know but I’m telling you anyways 
          Aesthetic: alternative
          Fav colour: purpleeee
          Dating status: single Pringle ❤️
          Age: bitch nahhhhh 
          Spotify: “ Sweet Stix ” 
          Ex count: uhhh like 20+ 
          Jokes 0-10: 000000 
          
          Well there you go! Loves yous 

Sorry that I've been gone, life's just a bitch. Along with school :) I'm rollerskating tomorrow for the first time in life 3 years :D Ima bust ASS tomorrow. Love uuuuu -Rein <3

I want to eat a McAlisters sandwich at 1:43 am CST

thanks so much to my lovely followers for all my support. you guys are honestly the only thing keeping me going. i know i'm loved by you guys and i appreciate it so much, thinking about it makes me cry, although none of my thoughts go away, i honestly know i'm never going to do it, all because you guy so keep me going. i purposefully didn't announce the last thing to everyone for worries that i may draw a little too much attention, but a lot still saw it, and i thank you. i love you all so much and i never want to loose you all. bye loves~

!!!TW!!! So, look. I had a thought to night that is quite triggering, so please, if you are feeling down at all please don’t read this. I love you all. 
          
                 So, for a while now, I have wanted to commit sxicide. I am constant ly just trying to please every goddamn person in this world and it’s killing me slowly. My parents are in a court fight, I’m having to cope without my friends, I just lost everything and every night, I’m crying to myself, and I always think, “why the fuck am I so pitiful!? There are so many other people that would kill for my life style, and here I am, being an ungrateful little BITCH and complaining about everything. Every day, I wanna kxll myself, and I always say, “wtf is that finna fix!? I’m just ruing everyone else’s lives instead of sucking my shit up and dealing with it on my goddamn own. People want me to be so independent and self assertive where, I’m just this dumbass who doesn’t know wtf they’re doing. No one has guided me, or cared enough to say, “no, that’s a shitty thing to do, don’t carry that to adult hood” so now, I’m just FUCKED I guess. I also know there’s no one that understands. My sister doesn’t live with it, and she’s the only damn person who remotely gets me. I’m just fucked in this world. Every day, I just wanna say fuck it, and end it, but no, my stepmom and dad just bark a bunch of shitty orders like “oh, go vacuum, or go cook, or go mop, or go take the trash out, etc.” Then they fuckin expect me to do it DAYLY. Like you bitches ik you did not just say we have enough shit to take out DAYLY. Then, im always told I look like shit, and I’m like yeah, I do, BECAUSE I DO EVERYTHING ALL DAY. Like, I just wanna get out of this hell hole of a fuckin place. But no, I can’t leave, because I cut too fuckin much and they fear I’ll relapse DAYLY like nah bitches I ain’t finna go back to a mental hospital. Y’all fuckin crazy af. Well, there’s my rant. Bye guys....