These days, I have been feeling so down. So may exams. So many projects. So many problems. At first, i wanted to think positively. But as time passed by, i got used to all of it, and i just cant hel but ask, "can i be a human once more?". I'm not a robot. I am weak in the inside, and keeping all of this together in the inside is just taking a toll on me. I'm not happy anymore. But i dont want to go back to my suicidal self. I don't want another relapse.