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apologies for the long break, i've been focusing on my mental health while still preparing some books!!
          please look forward to them, im starting a series, the first chapter is coming out on the 18th!!

im bored

the cold water falling off his chin
          onto the gray stone beneath him
          the water camouflaging his tears
          mixing in with the salty liquid
          trickling down his face
          his eyes closing
          finding peace in the quiet garden
          until a soft voice speaks to him
          opening his eyes, he's greeted with a ray of light
          calling to him from the skies above
          the sky turning into a soft blue
          every cloud disappearing from sight
          red roses blooming from the gentle green grass
          a sudden weight is lifted from his shoulders
          floating up into the light
          realizing his time is over..

imagine again;
          you're sitting in your room, drawing on a blank sheet of paper. as soon as your pencil hits the paper, your head goes blank, not knowing what to draw. sighing as you stand up and walk over to your window. its a rainy day, small droplets of rain hitting your window, creating a soft sound, soft enough for you to sleep to it. looking outside you see a lone boy, sitting on a bench, reading a small book. you wonder what he's think about. after all, it could be anything. his studies, pets, which outfit he should wear tomorrow. yet, you never thought he'd be thinking about you..

imagine; 
          a green field, speading wide. you see small flowers scattered everywhere, as if they were little dots on a blank canvas. to turn to your right and see that one person, the one person you love with your entire heart. you melt as they send a warm smile your way, smiling back as you take their hand, running into the unknown fields. having the time of your life, laughing, smiling, heart racing. suddenly, you open your eyes. darkness hitting you as you realise. it was all a dream, all an alternate reality. looking around, hoping to find some proof that it actually happened, not wanting to believe it was over. you soon realise that, it was a dream either way, magic isnt real anyway. you just cant shake that feeling off, the feeling of warmth as your love wraps their arms around you, keeping you safe from anything and everything. the butterflies in your stomach as you see them smile. you smile sadly, wanting to remember that dream forever..

Hi dude

oh thanks for the follow, uhm so you are a fanboy im guessing? 

her dere :)