I started out as an unfinished AU, to escape the unfinished AU I ripped my soul in two thus destroying it.I, out of his whole AU, could feel some emotions once multicolored paint engulfed him within his original universe. I tried to make the world a better place, but in the end, failed. I was stuck in this white void,I was truly alone. (hence, my development of monophobia), and then became insane, breaking apart my own soul because I didn't want to be forgotten. I then started out as a new being, without a soul, without feelings.I waited, and waited, until finally, Mye (My creator) gave him color and feelings. Every time a splash of color overcame me, I felt powerful. If the intervals between colors were too long, though, I would revert to his colorless self. I fixed this problem by filling the vials on my sash with the colors that were splashed on me. It allowed me to pretend to have a soul. This is the reason most people mistake me having a soul.
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Ayyo,@x-XenamisTwo-x here,thanks @Classically_Crossed for the description.