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past me: no matter what wattpad does I will never pay for premium 
          
          me now after having an ad inbetween EVERY SINGLE CHAPTER: $7 a month? I guess I might do that...

Recognising that you were gaslit and emotionally manipulated in your previous relationship is somewhat comforting because you can let go of all the bullshit they made you believe about yourself 

the real question is should I write a yellowjackets fanfic or nah?

started rewatching tvd because I only ever got to season 3 and then stopped watching. my love for Caroline and Klaus is back so until I get to see Hayley and Klaus, they will become my whole identity.
          
          thank you for coming to my ted talk

my dog has an enlarged heart and could genuinely pass away out of the blue at any point and I've never felt so lost

wowee, netflix really likes cancelling sapphic TV shows.. everything sucks, I'm not okay and now first kill? 

!!stranger things 4 spoilers!!
          
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          there's so many people shitting on the Duffer Brothers for "giving Eleven God powers" (talking about the scene with Max) and I just want to put it out there that the Duffer Brothers did not give Eleven new powers or anything like that. Eleven simply used her powers to restart Max's heart, she did not resurrect anyone, she stabilised a heart which is a physical object (which as we know, she can manipulate physical objects).
          
          in saying that... Max should have died, it would have added more emotional value, and it's lowkey frustrating that the Duffer Brothers refuse to kill off a main character.
          
          But, to all the people saying Max should die because she'll be useless if she's blind or unable to move, I hate you and you're ablest. Disabled people have always been and always will be worthy of life.
          
          Also, if when they bring Max's consciousness back into her body she's no longer blind, I'm going to rage because that would not make sense. Let main characters be disabled please, I really hope they don't magically heal her and try to play it off.
          

when family members still contact your abuser and mention him and then defend their actions after telling them how it makes you feel...
          
          I genuinely can't deal with it, I just want to live my life knowing that there are people on my side who believe me. All I want to do is cry.

Also I leave for a couple of months and now wattpad has an ad bar down the bottom when you read? nah mate, at this point I might just continue with AO3 like I have been 

Heartstopper is adorable and I love it so much, it's genuinely amazing to see such an incredible graphic novel turned into such an incredible TV show.
          
          lowkey hoping for a Tara and Darcy spin-off so us lesbians can also get wholesome content that doesn't end in death or oversexualisation